i must be

its really hard for me to do speechs infront of classes...cause since its only me talking, i end up losing train of thought easy, and then i start to realize what my voice sounds like, and then the project goes all the way to hell

luckily, no one ever payed attention to the projects...as long as ya did them and did what the teacher wanted to see, then you were good

 

exactly haha... but when its a team presentation. screw it, ill usually go berserks lol.. i did so many cool sketches with my friends


emmah whats stutter?

 

Iiiii am mmm gooo iinn in inggg to schoo ool ..

That might be a little exagerated though

It's bégayer

 

aha true.. you explained that to me once before. haha. guess i had forgotten...

i dont stutter, sometimes its way more intense... sometimes ill talk, and just stop...right in the middle of my talking. either because im spaced out ( i swear to god sometimes i just disconnect from reality for a few seconds... its really weird) or i just simply forgot the meaning of words for a second.

 

Hahah I do that too, I always forget what I'm talking about half way through my sentence. Then spend the next 5 minutes trying to remember what exactly I was talking about.

 

haha yea. but sometimes i completely forget wtf i was talking about haha

 

Yeah I usually give up and move on to the next thing that's on my mind haha.

 

i do that to

and that



in group speeches, i always tried my best to not have to talk. i would usually just sit back and let my group handle it...and i would hold a poster or something

 

its just part of being a teenager. you will grow into your own skin eventually. i've only just started growing into mine i can be akward at times but not really all that much anymore..

 

ach....adam hit the nail on the head. haha..




AWSMDUCK: 'Cause I make the laws, I be the law maker says:

could it all be based on your own insecurities then?

big mama says:

what isn't

AWSMDUCK: 'Cause I make the laws, I be the law maker says:
"if I am good enough for him, he must not be too good"??








i'm actually glad i got this cleared up in my own head

 

i might leave the fora for a little bit..
just for a break..

i just feel like i'm bombarding yall with my problems too much

just to give ya a break...

hmm
i'll make the decision tomorrow...
i'm way tired..

 

i feel that you should do whats best for you micha. i really havent had a problem with you making threads about your problems, and im sure other people here dont mind it either.

but maybe a break would help straigthen your mind out, ya never know...hopefully whatever is boggin ya down will go away soon

 

yeah
i wish...

god i wish..

i feel so....whiny


but i can't help it..its not fair...

 

you know whats worse. when your awkwardness is so bad that people feel uncomfortable with you :/

 

Micha, your one of my favorite forumers! That's not just a nice little comment to make you feel better either. I always feel connected with your posts, I can relate to you most the time. If you feel like you want to take a break from the forums then do what you feel you need to do. I'm sure there isn't any 'right or 'wrong' decision to make, so just follow your heart.

Much love to all of you beautiful people!

 

Micha you're far from it.

 

nahh micha, dont leave. YH is a place where we ALL whine about random problems. its just how it goes we dont mind hearin yours at all plus.. it'd be kinda weird without ya here...

 

haha i used to be liek that.i think it's just paranoia
i wear layers just for the heck of it

 

worse than that. that kid was a douche, but he could still have a conversation with people.

 

yay if someone won a the title of "perfect"
wow i think the couds are turning into mud