I might get fired tommorow

yes I've had a tough year, yes my grandpa wants to biy me a bmw for my grasuation present, yes they thought i had pancreatic cancer, yes i am going to have the pleasure of meeting Chris in March...glad you're so interested in my life just though I'd provide a synopsis....oh please add co-author to that as I am working on my first book as of last night. Now you have a full update on my life so hopefully you can go and live yours!

 

yes I had to take a montj upnpaid off of work..it' s not like im rolling in dough my mother just gives me enough so i can pay my bills and go lunching and such.

 

I didn't mean to be rude; I've just never heard of anyone over the age of like, 16 getting an allowance from their mum.

Don't you think it's strange????

 

Oh....

 

oh and just a fuck you all who think I'm spoiled I went to nordstroms tonight and spent 200 dollars in the juniors department...they know me so well they kept the department open half an hour later for me...anything anyone want to say anything? any comments? oh yes and it was on my mommies account and I didn't tell her...judgements? anyone so broed and unhappy with thteir own life that they need to pull mine down? anyone jealous and want to make bitchy comments to make themselves feel better? here's your chance vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

 

Do you think you're spoiled?

 

no i work my ass off and help my mom in anyway i can. i am cleaner then her so it is mostly me who cleans the entire house she yells at me because i 'do too much'. before i got sick i took her gods to the dog apakr and obidience school and reaggranged my classes for them. i run almost all of her errands. Do I have to?-no. I just appreciatte everything she DOES AND gives me so no I am fortunate but not spoiled.

 

and let me clarify up untill I was sick I worked 2 jobs. now I work one full-time job, freelance and go to 2 schools-one 3/4 time and the other are online courses but half time so I am a hard worker-insaneley hard. I work harder then anyone I have ever met.

 

work is evil ....

 

We haven't met. *L*

 

I don't get it, do you think you are egocentric, spoiled, and materialistic or not...just come out and say it.

 

lol hell yes I am but I don't like being called it!!!!!!!!!!! I can admit to it but I have to iniate the admitance and yah know what I look freaking hot in these new clothes so add conceited bitch to the list too please.

 

Lynsey, work SMARTER, not HARDER...

heehee...

Lynsey is one of the most REAL and honest people on here. Keep on keeping on, Lynsey!

 

Surreal?
nvm - forgot fruitcakeland is involved...

 

Lynsey for someone who apparently works so hard in school and work could you make more of an attempt to type better? I mean you seem smart so act smart, not careless like you act now. You just don't seem to make the best decisions, drinking while sick, spending your trust fund rather quickly, having unprotected sex (leading to the morning after pill three months in a row).....

I am just making an observation.

 

Fuck that is hiro writing that.

 

I was wondering when all this was going to be said.

Lynsey you've always been nice to me. That is what I should be focusing my thoughts on however I've been wondering about you.

A few weeks ago when you were having your epiphany I thought WONDERFUL! It's about time she's thinking about what's really important. Then two days later you were on a shopping rampage and talking about how gorgeous you look and how blondes have much more fun, blah blah blah and I felt sad for you.

Sometimes I think you have a misconseption about what beauty really is. I'm no expert, in fact I'm quite plain but I do know when you talk about how gorgeous you are I think just the opposit.

Every day you have this traggic illness. You want people to feel sorry for you and give you all sorts of attention but then you do the exact thing that is causing your illness's. Drinking, etc.... For a smart women I wonder where your common sense is.

I don't wish illness on anyone but it's very hard to feel sorry for someone when they cause their own griefs. I hope you find your way back to health and realize one day what really does matter in life. Being spoiled and the ME ME ME attitude isn't what will help you.

 

You just called yourself egocentric, materialistic, spoiled, & a conceited bitch.

I am really confused. Do you actually like yourself? Do you think you're a good person somehow? You may think you look 'freaking hot', but do you ever wonder about how well your inner beauty (your real beauty) is holding up?

If I spouted that list off to anybody with such ease.... well, I can't imagine that I'd actually like myself, no matter what i outwardly said to people. I would truly be embarrassed of myself.



~Peace

 

"When a noble person learns knowledge he becomes humble;
when an ignoble person gains knowledge, he becomes conceited."

Abu Bakr



~Peace

 

I am smart but I am very irresponsible. Have always been taken care of by either my mom or men. and the typing thing lol I come on here suring my breaks from writting my grants, freeelances, trainings, outlines, press releases ect that have to be so perfect and concise and just grammaticly perfect so the last thing I wanna do is worry about how I type on here