When i was younger i started going to bath houses and meeting men for sex, i had some really good times with these men, but after our time together was over i would get scared and never contact them back, i never really allowed myself to date another man because i was trained to think it was wrong, but each time i met with a man, something about it felt so right. Now i am fealing like i really dont know my true full sexuality because i never let it naturally progress i always got scared and ran away from it.
When you are in public, do you see men that you feel sexually attracted to? Do you see women you feel sexually attracted to? If you were to live with a man full-time, would you long to be with a woman?
When im in public i only see women attractive, but when i see a man naked with a rock hard cock i cant resist but to fantasize about him, if i were to live with a man full time i think i would be content with that as long as he treated me right and wasnt a slob
"When you are in public, do you see men that you feel sexually attracted to? Do you see women you feel sexually attracted to? If you were to live with a man full-time, would you long to be with a woman?" For me in the street I mostly look at attractive women, but if I lived with a man I don't think I would long to be with a woman. Maybe now, for me, m2m sex has become better, more interesting and adventurous than m2f! Simon
Six years open, she's decided she wants monogamy which I could not go back to. We gave a MMOMW a good try but it's coming apart as I write. What's yr take VG? Simon
Probably not, but my take is that she was stired by sexual experimentation and scared by the emotions it awoke; she actually encouraged it initially. Obviously there are other aspects. Simon
Maybe you were always more gay than not, as you didn't mention having a woman in your life, thenor now. Even if there was, or is a woman in your life then or now, I don't think it's uncommon for a bisexual guy to question if he might be gay or not
