I can't grasp why should i continue lately.... I really hate my life... no matter what I do I can't do it right... my husband can't stand me kuz I give my opinion wen asked... so wonder what happens if I take 8mg of dilaudid pills and some morphine... will everything finnaly end? Will I stop being the problem for everyone... will everything be ok
I try being a good person a good wife but sometimes it gets hard to smile threw the bullshit and suddenly after so long it's to much n lose control...
Sounds like you need professional advice something only a qualified psychologist or mental health counselor could provide Hotwater
Sorry to hear this is happening. Lots of people have conflicts with their spouses, you seem to be taking all of the blame for problems in the relationship on yourself. You can try fixing the relationship (perhaps with the help of a marriage counselor), or it may be that it would be better to end the relationship. Ending a relationship can sometimes be positive for both parties, it doesn't have to mean the end of your life. This thread might be helpful for you http://www.hipforums.com/forum/topic/458019-treating-depression-and-anxiety/ HF is more about free speech than providing support for people who are feeling suicidal. You might want to also visit www.suicideforum.com since they will likely have greater expertise on the issue.
Oh, right didnt catch that before. IF that is the real problem, she'd rather be with a lady. How would a professional straight counsellor be of any help no matter what qualifications. And I know how that question would sound to most straight people. Talking to a woman that's gone through a similar situation may be a good start, married to a guy for however long, dumped him, then moved in with a woman etc. Her husband hates her becuase she speaks her mind when asked - that's enough of a clue. She'd rather play the role of the guy as it where, pamper, take care of a lady
