i lost myself, now i have returned

Discussion in 'LSD - Acid Trips' started by Peter Popper, Jun 15, 2009.

  1. neodude1212

    neodude1212 Senior Member

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    Pete is gonna be the guy busting you all in a few years.
     
  2. pr0ne420

    pr0ne420 Senior Member

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    Too true, too true.
     
  3. y Epitaph x

    y Epitaph x Member

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    maybe we are?
    i believe that if it comes on impulse do it
     
  4. neodude1212

    neodude1212 Senior Member

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    we aren't
     
  5. burnabowl

    burnabowl Dancing Tree

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    this is an LSD forum. folks who post here are acquainted with lsd and share knowledge or experience of LSd. thus, we seem like we think we know everything. if you visited a gardening forum, people would seem like they think they know everything, too. Doesnt everyone, everywhere seem like they think they know everything? some ppl want knowledge, some ppl want to share knowledge. there are just as many inferiority complexes here as there are superiority complexes.

    I think I'm god, I think you're god too. the dump I'm taking as I write this, also god.
     
  6. hawaiiankine

    hawaiiankine Senior Member

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    "It's all about me." -God
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  7. neodude1212

    neodude1212 Senior Member

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    lol
    and since God is really me
    it's all about me

    ....right?
     
  8. y Epitaph x

    y Epitaph x Member

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    me too. :cheers2:
     
  9. lunarverse

    lunarverse The Living End

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    Wait a second, does that mean...........
     
  11. Peter Popper

    Peter Popper Tripper

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    the god of the existence inside ur mind, and over the meterial world around us. i can do what i want when i want to any object, is that not being a god?
    god cant, nor shouldnt force another god to do anything.

    i dont think an unconscious thing can be a god, for instancce poo. prove me wrong.
     
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    your consciousness came from those unconscious things.
     
  13. neodude1212

    neodude1212 Senior Member

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    Ken Wilber, in A Brief History Of Everything, argues that the Universe is composed of holons (wholes that are part of other whole). This is basically applying a fractal way of thinking to reality. Anyways, he explains that each level of holons has relative span and depth, and that depth is simply what consciousness looks like from within. And since every holon has depth, every holon has some degree of consciousness, tying everything in with Spirit, just not necessarily the level of human consciousness, which is what we tend to assume when we say the word "consciousness".
    Can a poo gauge emotional responses, can it perform concrete operational skills, does it have a mind capable of systems and images and concepts, it is capable of self-reflection, empathy, can it identify with things that are not it (ethnocentric and worldcentric states of mind). Well, no, it can't do these things, but does that mean it is devoid of consciousness, the ever present Spirit that subtly pervades and sustains and devours all of reality?
    No.
     
  14. hawaiiankine

    hawaiiankine Senior Member

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    The Sun God?
     
  15. thumontico

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    light-sensing single celled organisms
     
  16. hawaiiankine

    hawaiiankine Senior Member

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    ahh sun god worshippers.
     
  17. Peter Popper

    Peter Popper Tripper

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    hmmm far out...
     
  18. Superzodiacfaustianry

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    I'm really glad I found your post. I took LSD about eh 2 years back now and when it had kicked in I totally immersed myself in it and sort of discovered an entire new reality in my own head and life. For a while after I like you said "thought I was 100% right" and tried incorporating the acid drenched lessons into everything. I enthusiastically well, turned my whole life around and basically created an alter ego from it. Now I have a really really hard time as it is occupying reality as I tried to undertake different personalities and avoided my own. Now I'm deeply afraid this is it. I also took 3 mushroom trips and a salvia trip since. My reality is obliterated it seems even typing this now feels false. I thought this would be a good alternative to my life but it's starting to really take a hard toll and I'm very scared of the ego loss or more like ego gain. I only did the acid once but I think that's what did it. How can I get back to acting like myself again? It seems to great an urge/ aversion to think in the magical cyberspace or at least moderate it since it won't go away. I take a Zoloft prescription now so hopefully that helps. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope to hear back ~~~£€¥ - Ryan
     
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    An awakening mind slipping into a world of unconscious manifestations of desires and emotions
     

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