I Just Synthesized Some Chlorobutanol but I'm Afraid to Try It

Does anyone Else have this hangup? I don't know what my problem is. I have made DMT and was afraid to try it as well. I was giving grams away to friends and they would tell me that it was the cleanest they have ever had. So, finally, one night when i was alone, i tried it. It was my first time too. I wasn't prepared for the intensity and the speed in which it took effect. Any attempt ever made at trying to describe the intensity of DMT is a huge understatement. Even the very eloquent Mr. McKenna couldn't properly do it justice.
Because of my fear to try my own products, I thought that I had poisoned myself and was going to die. Now that's what i call a bad trip!
Even when I grow vegetables, i am afraid to eat them. What the hell is wrong with me?
Now I have these beautiful white crystals, that smell like a heavenly camphor sitting here; and I'm afraid to try them.
Does anyone Else have this problem? Any other chemists out there afraid to try their own stuff?
I take the utmost care in purifying my final product. Much more than described in the original patents (where applicable). I should have no problem.

 

Here's a small bit of what i made. I wish you could see the crystals sparkling in this pic. This bit is still drying.

 

Why would you put that crap in your body? Good Lord destroy that poison.

 

Yeah I agree with RetiredHippie... But on the subject of your own vegetables, don't be silly. You have a lack of trust in yourself. You think you might get something wrong but feel that others won't.

Weren't you scared of poisoning your friends?

 

What does it smell like ?

 

Camphor.
I'm not necessarily an amateur chemist. The product is very clean. All precursors used to make this, I also made. Including the acetone and NaOH. My purity standards at far above any lab out there to the point of being anal.

No, I was not afraid of poisoning my friends. I have thoroughly tested what I have made. Especially the DMT which wasn't extracted from plant material but synthesized from scratch.
Why would something someone Else made be better than what i have made? Why would it be safer?
Oh well, chlorobutanol probably isn't that great anyway. I chose to make it because... Well I'm not really sure why.

I did taste 0.5 mg last night and it made my tongue numb as expected. It also sublimes at a low temp which is an interesting quality.

 

how much are you selling it for?

 

I'm not selling it. I never sell anything I make. I will only give it away for free.
I have plenty of money.

 

That's nice dear! Make sure you have on clean underwear!