My mom been bring any home these ensure proteins shakes I didn’t realize they were supposed to make you gain weight well, I won’t be drinking those anymore. I’m not trying to gain weight that’s the last thing I want.
I see my doctor day after tomorrow at 10:45. I guess to go over my panic attacks anxiety and see how the new meds are doing. Don’t know what his plans are. I hope he doesn’t make me sign a drug contract I don’t think he will. He never has in the past all I know is that I could not pass test right now. I’m working on getting clean.
Like I’m done with the edibles they helped me all summer. I got off my anxiety meds but then they just started making me freak out. The point is is that obviously I need anxiety meds right now and I can’t get kicked out of my doctors.
I sure hope you are feeling better today Jennifer! You are so beautiful, and starving yourself would be wrong... I know you got too heavy at one time and we are proud you lost the weight. But you need to find a balance. We all need nutrition to live properly and stay strong. So eat just enough, and learn to stop when you should stop eating. If I eat too much I get uncomfortable... just the right amount and it's all good. I hope your day gets GROOVIER and you smile Sending you vibes of peace and love!
Aww thank you I hope someone can take my insurance I need too talk too someone I’ve got to change my thinking my mom just gets inside my head, and I don’t know how to tune her out, especially living with her
That is a difficult one... that's why you sure need someone to talk to! Wish I was closer to you in real life... Good luck finding a counselor, don't give up! Meanwhile, what have you eaten today to keep your self healthy?
I seen my dock today, heart beats strong, borderline cholesterol and liver releasing some chemicals due to meds
Just left my docs office there is a consular at my doc that takes my insurance so I should be able too get in there he upped me on my anxiety meds see him back in a month
I am glad to hear you found a counselor Jennifer! I sure hope you 'click' with that person and talking helps. What's for lunch today?