I Have Decided...

There is Nothing...

 

You have serious Tunnel Vision...

Take your blinkers off and look either side of your ultimate goal, you'll find there's more to this life than what you plan for... That determination that has made you so focused should also be your inspiration for recognising other opportunities when they come within your grasp... But you have to see them as they come towards you..

This is not me "Pretending to understand you so well". This is just me knowing that anybody with as much fire as you have should not let it burn out..

But if you're going to spend the rest of your life thinking you are a loser, you'll miss so much..

 

Chop fucking chop then. My limited sympathy supply is reserved for people who deserve it.

 

You Really Don't Get it Do You?

I Will Now be 4 Years Behind...

 

waaah there is nothing, my world is black, People dont know what I go threw, I am the average emo. Me so sad

 

4 years behind what? This is not a race.

 

We are born with a poor Poker hand... Five cards that only our parents can see a potential winning game with...

As we grow older, we look at these 5 cards with growing fascination.. Discovering which cards we should keep, and which to discard later..

Yes, these cards are are most valuable talents.. The ones we will nurture, improve on, and incorporate into our lives in a way that will enrich it..

By the time we are mid way through our academic life, we should have a decent hand, but a hand that can and should be improved upon all our lives..

A number of talents may form the basis of our working life, but other talents we discover and hone so that they can make our life more enjoyable.. Early in life, we don't know which will contribute to which aspect of our lives.. And we are allowed to discard some to make way for others.. There are no rules that say that what we have a passion for should earn us our living, in the same way that our talents should never go wasted..

This is an updated version of the parable of the three brothers each given a sackful of "talents".. The last brother decides to bury his, and so is condemned both by God and his stupidity..

You are about to wreak the wrath of the Gods in a similar way.. You cannot win a game of Poker (Yeah, I know God is against gambling!) with only one card.. As good as your card has been, and even though you have kept hold of it half your life, you are rendering it useless because it doesn't actually pair with anything.. It doesn't go with any other suit because you threw all your other cards away to rely on this one Ace...

You haven't given yourself the option of turning this talent into one you can enjoy.. You haven't allowed yourself to dream of anything else other than your childhood ambition, and so few of us have our childhood dreams fulfilled..

Now.. Get four more cards.. Things that interest you... I already know of two...

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This is not just for you muffcuddle.. We all misinterpret what we are given and what we fight to achieve.. We neglect so much of our potential in search of singular goals... Dreams that too easily consume us..

Now..

 

little drastic ain't it....what's the worst that can happen if u fail a test? (besides killing youself?)

 

The only reason somebody should kill itself is if he's about to die painfully anyway...