I know you better than most everybody... I know how many differnet moods you have in a day.. Hm.. I actually know you better than I know myself, which is worrying and scary... You really should be learning to deal with these feelings...Finding as many different ways of confronting them, giving yourself more options, and more opportunities to look for ways out.. Wishing for it to happen just makes you want it more...
I Do Not Expext Anyone to Stop me... But my Beliefs I Believe are Different to most Peoples... I Do Not Know How I Will React... But Like I Said Previously...It is Not About Exams...
just want to say something to make you feel better LIFE IS BEAUTIFULL Every day can be a beautiful day. Just take a look around you and think about all of the wonderful things you have to be thankful for... the sunshine, roses, laughter, close friends, family, music, and beautiful dreams. The storm is never half as bad as it seems. Don't let the rain ruin your day. When the dark clouds move in just smile, because the good times are on the way.
Only you can really stop yourself... You've told me the two people that have kept you alive for the last three years, and it's been an honour to be one of them. But that isn't stopping you... Only you can listen to what people say... And it will always be your "choice", and your believe that there is and always will be something out there worth searching for... The struggle I no longer have.. Is that because I spend my time searching instead of wanting to escape it forever... means I can often feel close to what I'm searching for.... And I learn more about myself and my dreams each time.. I no longer sit at home waiting to die.. And yes, I know how that can consume you.. But I didn't and don't let myself get comfortable with those feelings.. When the words "I need to get away from this!" enter your head.. Escape the cause, not the feeling..
But actually... Yes... I always want to be the one to stop you... I believe it's called the "Marilyn Monroe" syndrome... Every guy in the world wanted to have been the one to save her her.. Every one of them felt they knew her.. And I guess they all wanted to be her hero IN HER EYES... I would always want to stop you.. I would stop you..
Shakespeare said that a forty-year-old man wouldn't recognize the man he was when he was twenty. Pirandello wrote a play about this idea. I can guarantee you this is true. Things change. You have to suffer to grow up. And more importantly: dont take life so seriously, just relax and "enjoy your youth, when you have lost it, you will suffer terribly...". I hope you give up this suicide ideas. Life is pain and suffering, as Schopenhauer quite properly said, but there are some good moments in it.
Panic over.... She's not going to kill herself... She's going to kill the author of post 27! Seriously.... She is in a far better mood now....
i think i'll kill myself, theres nothing any of you can do about it. i just wanted to let you all know...now dont try to stop me... emo.
The internet is a commercial. A never ending stream of noise and messages, 90% of which are meaningless. Ultimately you leave feeling unfulfilled and go to bed.
... Of your Post Mortem? It'd be quite cool to have it sent to you after you went wherever you were going.. Especially if you'd been slowly poisoned over like 5 years.. Anyway.. I have decided that your public cries for help are totally worthless.. They make me worry unnecessarily.. You wrote this in True Confessions even though you can't confess to something you haven't done yet.. And best of all.. You can't even decide on the reason why you plan on committing suicide..