I hate the fact that I'm still a virgin and that I've never had a girlfriend before

Seriously meant back on topic. :H

 

okay. *satisfied*

 

exactly, like i said, every teenage girl is not the best bet. there are more than you think that are carrying STD's, it's crazy. and please be a gentlemen (that's the main idea!!!!! write that down, boy!), that's one thing that girls who appreciate themselves will look for.

 

I'm a oversexed gentleman. Spankings and flowers. That's romance!

 

... and winking while asking "are you in the mood?" is foreplay?

 

wonderful! we'll just tell him to model himself after you and everything will be alright! tee hee hee.

 

If he could pull it off, he'd be in for a horrible shock. Women cat calling him everywhere, hardly sleeping while the phone rings off the hook. It's rough.

You've gotta good sense of humor Hippie. I appreciate that.

 

hahahaha. yeah, that boy would be swamped! "too many ladies!!!!"

haha, thanks. you do too, dear. =]

 

he'd have to beat them off with a stick...or send them my way.

 

I don't think "with a stick" is an effective way of doing that... oh wait, that's not what you meant... :leaving:

 

that kind of beating off is reserved for men...

 

Thanks for the support guys..

Something else I wanted to pointed out, my suicidal intentions aren't just for my sexual frustration, it's everything. I hate waiting, and I don't want to impress anyone (incase someone believes that which Im sure) so that's my thing.

I'm sure there are some people that are exactly in my situation and completly undestand me.

 

suicidalness is a sign of weakness and anger. don't you believe it. you'll be just FINE!! don't stress it! really.

 

I just hate everything, tell me what's the point of living if you can't have fun and like many said here, have to ''wait''? There's fake friends, hypocrites, idiots, jocks, people that manipulate others, society is a bitch. And there's me who has never had a girlfriend..how worse can it get? No no, I can't stand this shit anymore. And once you're grown, age: 20+ you will have to always work, when are you gonna have fun then? I'm telling you..

 

Perfectly normal... at 17 you're supposed to hate everything.

 

you feel more than most people feel about it, BECAUSE you're 17. it's an ugly truth. don't take it more seriously than you should.

 

The worst part about being suicidal is you gotta spend all your time with someone who want's to kill 'ya.

What'ev. Life only became meaningful for me once I got out into the real world. And I only work hard with things I care about.

 

being a teenager is vicious and ugly. the only winners are the ones who survive it, not the ones who cop out.

 

Man, just talking pisses me off..why does everyone say been a teen is ugly? I mean, some teenagers have a very nice life and almost no trouble. But that's my point guys, the world is ugly. Don't you guys see or realize it? Oh well, call me a pussy or whatever you want but that's how I see things. You guys will probably never feel how I feel right now, I'm full of anger.

And sometimes girls say, oh my guy is so mean, he only wants sex bla bla, and there still together? Like in this stupid game, I'm Mr nice guy but no, only the bag guys get some and a girlfriend. Stupid fkin people..

And look at this, we're in 2008 and it has already started wrong with me, met a beautiful girl, even though she's 14, and I learn she has a boyfriend and she's been shit with him but there still together. At one point, she says something like are you gonna stop us (not exactly like this but anyway, same thing), I responded with a plain no. I mean seriously what's the point? And I feel ashamed when she told me if Im still a virgin..ahhhhhh I had to say the fkin truth

 

yo, I'm over 20 and I don't work all the time man. Life is what you make it. Right now you're making it hard as fuck for yourself for no reason. But hey man I've been there. Lots of people have. It's all part of the game o' life.

This song might help cheer yah up!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Uu8ga3IDsM

Also, any variety of cheesy 80s tunes should letcha know it could be worse... could be the 80s all over again.

Besides man, you're the one whose deciding to do all this waiting.