well it up to you to change your life if you ain't happy with it and killing youself ain't a option that a coward way out....am sure they are things you could do to make it better....... just think what you can do to improve it then get fired up about it...... i refused to let anything drag me down toughing up and be stubborn and make the changes that you need to make............alot of people are overweigh and alot of us ain't very pretty either in fact if you meet me on the street you would think that the roughest uglyest sonabitch i ever seen but big deal look are skin deep sooo you need to realize that and get over it
For what is worth, three years ago, I was working at McDonalds and I found a way out of it. Now, I've been at the hospital for two years, working.... not a patient, lol. I am with my parents again, but I don't mind. I serve as babysitter to my brother's two kids and persuing my writing once again, so I feel fairly fullfilled, all things considered. Curioius, what do you do for fun? I'm sure you have a hidden talent there somewhere? Do you draw? Write? Collect anything?
