I hate him so much that...

i told him im doing this for BOTH OF US

dan is a good person

its just time to move on.

we drive each other crazy. and he does scare me though i could kick his ass but i dont wanna...

 

I bet you both can get the help you need. People change believe me. I have tremendous faith in you both.

 

sure.

you know almost half of the reason im leaving ( i gotta be more then half).. its cause...

sad as it is..
he will never be happy in this relationship either.

never.

in a way im doing it for love to him.

he dont know it. that in a way im trying to help him.

 

You know I figured he wasn't too happy either. I wouldn't be in his situation. One day he'll look back and be like damn it why did I do that to her. I'll give you an example my cousin is slowly changing he used to be all mean and violent to me. He's maturing very slowly. The only thing he's done lately is squeeze my shoulders really hard but just playing around.

 

Yeah. I try to be mature to him cause I do care about him n I want things to be diff. and im getting older.. i dont know tho.. like i said, for some reason nothing is his fault
n i see that as he is not willing to try to make things better
that's why im done.

 

It's good you're done. His issues well it sounds like a personal problem he has to figure out on his own to me. Maybe it will take you leaving for him to realize how much of a mistake he's made.

 

I don't want him to realize that though.


See, the thing is.. I HAVE to be done. I don't love him like that no more. I HAVE to be done.

But I do hope he's happy. He deserves it. I DO LOVE HIM... just not looove. and it cant work n later on it wont either... and im okay with that..

 

Sounds like you're at a good place to end this marriage. But the questions is...is he?

 

you were rolling while pregnant? wtf? this thread is fucked

 

Do I care?

 

yer retarded. i didnt know i was pregant then. grow up. i found out when i missed my period. fuck you.

 

ok i'll "grow up" and feed ecstasy to my unborn child

 

I saw on Dr. Phil that it's important for both people to feel that way. I think. It could have been on Oprah. Oh well leave him I guess.

 

shit a pretty girl like you should have
no problem finding another guy

 

this is exactly why i dont share shit.

yeah you were rolling when you were pregnant.. fuck all that happened.. fuck how i hate bitches that even smoke cigs when preggie... i didnt KNOW... i was homeless n beaten up.. the worst experience of my life n what i get from close-minded fucks on here is "you were rolling when you were preggie?"

yeahhhh like id ever do that when i knew. seriously. fuck u.

 

So you don't get it? When a girl is two-three weeks pregnant they haven't missed a period yet.. they dont know they are pregnant... omg... this is retarded... porkstock im warning you. only cause i think it's that rude that after i explained it you are still harrassing me. if you continue, you will be banned.

 

alright whatever you didn't know sorry....so if you were getting beat up why didn't you kick his ass?

and in all seriousness, it sounds like you need to get outta that relationship (i guess you kinda already said you were gonna) and stop letting guys fucking hit you.

 

like omgz bitches.. i know nothing about sexual education. you get an alarm the day you is preggo my eggo
word motherfucka.

yeah i was pregnant and tried to give a baby e.

dont be dense.

 

im pregnant and i do meth all the time

 

okay sorry if i flipped but it offended me cause i didnt know...i looked back n was homeless n hit and i didnt know i was pregnant then, get it? i NEVER woulda done that if i never. im sooo not like that.

anyways
im getting out.

i didnt beat his ass cause he was MUCH MUCH bigger then me. I mean a badass guy that if I woulda hit him back or anything, he WOULDA killed me. NO joke. I got a PFA that next day btw.