I had a bad night trying to talk my cousin out of suicide

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    I was first put on Seroquel well I flipped out on that stuff like I just went crazy on that stuff I will never take that ever again my cousin took that turn him into a zombie he was on such a high dosage I was on 200 mg
     
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    For sleep its the best, the smallest pill 25 mg. Even half a 25 works now. Higher doses restless legs from hell.

    Was an interesting article though. I refused a high dose of seroquel in the hospital. I was like what the hell if 25 knocks me down that 200 will overdose me.

    I really think it would have helped with the Zyprexa withdrawals but I never tried it for sleep at the time so I did not know to ask for it.
     
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    Thank you for your words is very hard to lose weight my mom on the other hand does not help me try to lose weight she brings all this junk food and guilts me you’re not gonna eat it it’s just gonna go to Waste She’s also pretty harsh towards me constantly laying guilt trips on me tries to control me I had surgery had a pre-cancerous mass on my pancreatic tail taken out the doctor prescribe me Tylenol extra strength my mom is after me about going to one of my doctors my neurologist about getting those pills prescribed for her I said I am not doing that I work all week my back hurts even one bottle with Help I guess if you honestly expect me to go to my doctor and get pain pills for her if you want pain pills go see your doctor you can get that shit at Walmart which is so stupid she thinks because the doctor prescribed it it’s so much better i’m not suicidal like my cousin or anything it’s trying living here with my mom I’m on disability I don’t drivel don’t have a whole A lot of concept of money But back to my cousin his parents just treat him like crap they are so harsh towards them they expect him to do all the things around the house while they go off on their cruise is he Just had his gallbladder taken out he is not to lift anything over 20 pounds and they expect him to lift cases and cases of water I try to just keep talking to my cousin you know I’ll buy lottery tickets together we take Runs to the casino I just try to get him to do things that we enjoy doing together and that we have fun All I can do is just keep talking to him tell him suicide is not the way out I’m not happy with my life either my dad passed away it’s hard living with my mom she’s so controlling lays guilt trips on me I am constantly in the bathroom crying
     
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    I will check out that link
     
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    Yeah I was on Seroquel and It was in complete nightmare I will never take that again Zyprexa does work for me with my manic behavior but yes I put on weight because of that and my cousin It helps him not to hear her voice but yes he’s overweight I am overweight he is suicidal his parents comments do not help any they only make things worse
     
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    I smoked pot for years so did my cousin we smoke together but now I found out I have chronic respiratory failure because of my severe scoliosis it collapsed my lower lungs I’m on oxygen smoking pot is not an option for me anymore I’ve done the whole edible thing and I cannot do that anymore I do take CBG and CBD with both do and that really helps us
     
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    I do wish I could smoke CBD buds but I cannot so I do oil under the tongue
     

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