Seriously. I just had a total moodswing, and I'm not even pms-ing. I don't know why, I just feel like everyone and everything on this earth (including me) sucks.
I just want to....oooo, I'm just so pissed off. I think I need to go do something destructive right now.
I feel the same just right now! Around you only shit, this fucking reality,it wants to destroy your hopes, plans,your own reality , which saves you from this dullness, prosiness, but it's more harder to resist...
when I miss my meds I just throw things and become a very angry primal wannaripthingsthroatsoutwithmyteeth creature.... it's very upsetting of course if I taper my meds I'm fine, normal ish (I'm a little more chaotic and I think a fair measure quicker)
Yea I was kinda unhappy, so I was going to smoke a cig, but I went to this site, http://www.everyonedoesit.co.uk/ and watched some vids then came here and registered. I promised myself that the next thing I'll smoke will be Weed, and I put away the cig... And BTW Insomniac_Diva, if it makes you feel any better I think your pretty hot! Well Peace out and remember. Stay Cool, Skate Hard, and Stay Stoned!
Um...thanks? I don't feel so hot right now though...have a fever, and my eyes feel like I've just taken them out of the toaster
Dont feel so alone now when I scream out to no one "I hate everything" not sure to scream or cry. Today I'm sick too went to the Dr who says it's not that bad and had to almost fight just to get anti-biotics like was asking for morphine or something!! (already on it). Tryed to be a hip supporter and dont have pay pal or know how with no credit and antique computer. Sorry so long just upset/