i fucked up

What, the first quote is true though, like about my friend today how hes really a peice of shit.
The second quote was just what came up in my mind its a song from ghettohouseradio
Hey glen!

 

i've been in your same situation... i had a "friend" rob me, been homeless, didn't see my family for 2 years. opiates are no joke and not many people can do them responsibly. i hope you get your shit straightened out. your life won't get better when you take opiates. lucky you were only smoking them from what i can tell... not like thats really any better but syringes are no joke.

 

Wow, that's unreal, for just a room. But, I don't live far from Chicago and rents are sky-high there. Where I'm at it's not bad at all. For $500 you could get a decent 3-bedroom house here, no shit, lol. Well, I guess your situation could be worse, at least your dad is helping you out with your living expenses and providing a place to crash on weekends. Personally though, I wouldn't have been able to deal with that. I always liked to be independent. My dad would help me out on occasion, but he would fuck with me the whole time. I remember after I got divorced he let me move in for awhile, but I had to pay rent and listen to endless bullshit.

 

Aren't you the guy who anally molested a girl against her will with one of your friends? That might have been Peter Popper.

So wait you mean a really popular girl living under a bridge who was saying she loved you after 2 days of knowing you left you? :|

 

Yeah, that was good ole' Peter Popper doing high-fives with his buddy over the sobbing girl they just raped.

FreshDacre just seems to keep engaging in irresponsible, self-deprecating, self-destructive, self-loathing behaviors, yet everybody luvs him because he has such a great heart

Fresh, you need to look hard into the mirror.
Your life is in a bad place right now due to your addiction and you know the things YOU have done and sacrificed for that addiction.
Why are you shocked that your friends who apparently also have addiction issues hold drugs in a higher priority than you or your friendship?
You certainly value your addiction more than any other thing in your life, why should your "friends" be any different?

Lot's of denial going on there.

You often make very grandiose and self praising statements, yet ALL your behavior that you post about here tells the story of a man who loathes himself and has chosen the slow suicide path.

Time to cut the crap and look into the mirror.
You are the only one responsible for your situation and you are the only one that can change it.

I think you also misinterpret Pork, I think he does give a shit to an extent, but honestly you have posted about so much stupid, dangerous and irresponsible behavior that there does come a point when even if you care about the person, you throw your hands up and exclaim
"WTF! I give up! Go ahead and kill yourself, moron!"

It's the 1,000 or so people who looked at your thread, shrugged their shoulders and looked at another thread that don't give a shit about you.
Those that have replied have done so out of concern for someone we know through the forums.
This forum has lost a number of members due to poor choices regarding drug use.
I hope we don't have to add your name to the memorial thread.

 

fresh, maybe you should choose to surround yourself with different people? your friends that will do drugs with you, and the girl living under the bridge don't seem to be working out that well for you..

 

That's a good idea. Of course it's not really that simple. To be able to hang out with a different social set you have to fit in, which means molding yourself to fit in with their values and customs and whatever. First you need to find new people to hang with, and that may not be as easy as it sounds. But it's possible, and I think the best place to start would be a job. That would also help solve the housing problem. But he has to make the decision to do it. The thing is, he doesn't seem all that unhappy with his present situation. At least that's what I'm picking up from his posts. I don't know him personally, so I don't know any more about him or his situation than what I'm reading. Unless things hit rock bottom and he becomes utterly sick and tired of the direction his life is going nothing is going to change.

 

screw your roommates man. they sound like dicks.

 

haha i know rite tzk.. Anyways im still dating that chick turns out shes a peice of shit.. I let her stay over at my dads office wit me couple nites ago then yesterday we are in the motel shes passed out im like wheres the lighter?? To her and she finally says its in her small bag. I find some familiar looking keys so i tell her the keys i saw looked awefully like my dads work keys.. She pauses for a moment clearly to think up a quick lie, then tells me its her dads post office keys and her dads fuckd without em. She takes a shower like rite then and i take the keys and ask my dad if hes missing the keys in his drawer and he says no. But i sit down at dennys a bit later and decide to check for sure by comparing the keys to the ones my dad gave me. They are both exactly identical to the ones my dad gave me.
so yeah this chick always shares her drugs and we both hustle for both of us so yeah even tho shes a pathetic liar peice of shit i need her right now kinda too. Well not really but yeah it is better than just me for sho. Pretty good sex too i get her off good. Apparently so good that she pretty much brought it up in front of her really good guy friend lol.
But ya i get quite a bit advantages by being wit her like sex drugs place 2 sleep and even street rep im getting good respect since shes so loved by alota people so thats fun meeting all them.
So ya im gona have to use this bitch a lil while longer at least haha karma to her FACE.

 

That peter popper story made me sick to my stomach.

freshd: are you sure she's not going to, like, break into your dad's office and jack all his shit?

 

...dude. you're getting used, you're not using her.

She's getting key duplicates to your dads work to jack shit or hide out if and when she feels like. She's buying you off with drugs, which if she's selling are cheap to her and keep you around, you only count as somebody to her male friends or customers (maybe customers in more ways than you know) because you're with her, but they'll rob you when they don't have to be nice to you any more. She's probably giving you all sorts of itchy (and possibly deadly) perminant gifts...... and you're going to wake up all pulpy in a ditch, without a dime (or dimebag) to your name, when she gets tired of you and/or you have something valuable.

....Sorry man, people who act like shit don't do it selectively. She's already fucking you over, and you're probably only seeing the tip of the iceberg.

 

fresh, i really wish you were just trolling...


i remember when you seemed like a normal, spoiled rich kid on the forums. remember when you used to go snow boarding all the time? and drive your car really fast? do you still have a car? do you still have a snowboard?

 

She copied your dad's keys. You may have been asleep or passed out and she snatched the keys and made copies. You called your dad asking if his keys were missing, so if and when (probably when) she and her friends burglarize your dad's workplace he will associate you with it. And there goes your relationship with your dad. You need to get the key from her or have your dad get the locks changed, seriously. There are people here giving you good advice. If they didn't care one way or the other they would read your posts, chuckle, and move on. This girl is going to fuck you over, and we may not even hear about it, because by the time next weekend rolls around your dad's workplace computer may be in a pawn shop somewhere.

 

yeah i got the keys they say in big letters do not duplicate. But yeah i know im being used now obviously.. This chicks 28 so she has a lot to teach me about hustling..
I know pork its pretty fuckin sad man.. Havent boarded in 3 years or so, been a while since i drove the ol audi, got a dui awhile back havent started payn for insurance again. I had it pretty fuckin good man now i am just lame as shit. Whatever, things can change i just need to get my sht together and keep trying. Its a joke how many people want to do u over out there i wish all these sort of people were dead.

 

Ain't heroin a wonderful thing.

 

right on dude.


but how can you say this:

and then this?

you want to learn how to hustle like her so you can rip people off better?
you want to end up dead yourself?

 

Well, at least you remember what it was like to have it good, and now you have this to compare it to. So that may be enough to get you headed in the other direction. At least that sounds good on paper. But the drugs make you feel so great that you want to feel that way all the time. And yeah, the streets are rough. And it can get a lot worse than what you've described. Some dealers will front you shit when you don't have the cash, and it's real easy to say yeah, I'll pay you tomorrow, when you really want to get high and you see them holding the shit in their hand in front of you. But let you not have their money tomorrow. They won't send you a late notice, but somebody to fuck you up or shoot you. But I'm not telling you anything you don't already know. Just be safe and get yourself out of this rut. You know you can, you're just having too much fun right now. But that won't last. And don't aspire to be a better hustler. That's lame.

 

hey fresh...i'm only 27 and i have 40 grand in the bank. and i don't live under a fucking bridge! i know how to hustle better than that bitch :afro:

 

But 1/2 that belongs to your wife..

 

hahaha, good point. she has her own money too