I Cry For Help! Please Help

lol purple and red, not so much. bright colors in the summer, natural colors in the winter. but love, man, to love yourself is the best thing you could ever do. im still tryin to love myself some more.

its hard, man

 

hey buddy.
how old are you? if you are under 18, you can call the department of human services and REPORT your father and his wife.
if you are over 18... they can't put you in a mental hospital but you HAVE to get on your feet!!! there's no reason why you MUST be under your dad's authority if you are over the age of 18!

 

hey pope

red and purple....the colour of the pope.....haha

loving yerself comes late to some of us...at least you are aware of that....some arent?

you can call me woman if you like.....i prefer that.....lol!!

its sort of feminine...haha

 

to be honest who hasnt been though fucked up times. shit happens and its all part of life but when it fucks up and you feel like shit you dont need people making you feel worse.


and kid that started this thread: i know what its like man. i havent seen any of my familiy in awhile... hopefully never will. but trust me it'll all work out in the end everything does... stop looking at the bad points of life. the glass is half full. loose the dad, make some friends, get a job, claim bennifits, get some where to live.. dont see whats wrong with a motel but if your picky your choice, and then get SpAnNgLeD! if your on a phat mind fuck trip you aint gotta think about your problems!


invest in some LSD!


my last words to you are ones of a legend.......
"Don't worry, be happy"

,¸+¸,ø¤º[~Jac~] º¤ø,¸+¸,

oh and pay attention to ​

that----->>WhEn YoUr FeeLiNg DoWn AnD tHiNgS aRe TrAgGiC sMoKe A SPLIFF ItS FuCkiNg MaGiC! ​

 

Yes, LSD is known to cause houses, jobs, and food to instantly appear, even after you're done trippin. It will also get you into college, and science has proven that if you take LSD, you become an immortal god and all of your problems will go away. Yes, invest in some LSD...

 

move out to CA. We'll take care of you man. untill then keep on truckin.
i have absolutely no idea what your going through, but goodluck

 

commie-dev

how kind of you!!

 

You've gotten some feedback here dude. Most of it is pretty straight up/
You have to take 100 % responsibility for yourself right now or you could end up playing the poor victim role the rest of your days on this planet like so people are already doing.

Einstein was asked by a group of mockers what the most important question a person could ask ? He said "Ask yourself whether the Universe is a friendly place or not "

Now if you answer no you'll continue on your pity pot like you are but I will say that you seem to be trying to trust this life's process.

Confession in a public forum is good. It shows the Universe that you are sincere and that's when the Magic can start to happen for you dude.

Are you sincere ?

 

my mind is completely fucked...i loved this girl ever since my first thread...here. But she doesnt love me.... she showed me honesty and told me when she kissed someone else or something, and i couldnt get mad at her, im to afriad to, because i love her so much im afraid ill mess things up. But she is like my soul mate, ill still always love her andill die with her. but im afraid she is falling for someoen else...i cant deal with this shit anymore, i tried to hard in my life...im all warn out. im fucking done. after tonight i dono what the fuck will happen

 

o man....im sorry dude....no one deserves such bad treatment.....but i suggest you COMPLETLEY stop communicating with your dad...get a job..ANY job and just live life...be a good person.....and karma will turn around and help you out...serioulsy its true...just try.....every bad thing that happenes in life happens for a good reason...maybe your sufffering now but youll have a onderful future? just never give up hope..serioulsy ..suicide will not solve any problemsss....good luck

 

HEY!

I remember your other thread. This is some self pitying bullshit if you ask me. After you ended your other thread in a similarly dramatic fashion you never came back to even follow up and let folks know if you were still alive. (The link) http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=192113

Here you are again a year later, still in the same situation and still living off your parents. I will tell you again, my parents pushed me kickin and screamin out into the world when I was 17, because I was a asshole teenager. I hated them, thought I was going to die.

I went around doing stupid shit for a couple years, feeling so sorry for myself I wanted to die, but of course I didn't have the balls to really kill myself, I wanted to go out in some dramatic fashion, so I could show them how much they hurt me, forcing me out like that.

All the sudden, I met a girl, and suddenly my eyes opened up, and I suddenly saw just what a self pitying whiney depressing bastard I was, and I cut my long ass hair off and went and got a job. I tell ya man, it wasn't very long before I was feeling like the man I should have been all along. THAT is what you need to do, right now.

Get it done, and quit thinking about laying your body on your parents doorstep. They don't deserve it. They deserve their own life because you are raised now. No longer their baby to support and feed and clothe and provide shelter for.

Sorry if I sound harsh, but anyone who wants to give me a hard time needs to search for his other post, cuz it could have been a carbon copy of this one, and frankly it is wrong to play on peoples hearts like he is doing in here. He is just seeking the pity that his father will no longer give him, and I just can't respect that, cuz it reminds me of who I was at that age.

Get over it man, and take control of your own life. You will be proud of yourself when you do. I know these words hurt, but bro somebody should have told them to me back then, it may have saved me some major self inflicted stupidity.

Peace...

 

My advice is to start subscribing to the conservative mindset...pull yourself up by your bootstraps.

More people than you can imagine, in worse situations than you can imagine, do it on a daily basis.


On a side note though, I don't know exactly how the situation with your father and his wife makes you feel...but I have a pretty good idea, and I know it's bad. I was in a very similar situation myself, being forced to deal with someone who was basically a **** all of the time to me, and that can be very very hard for a young mind to deal with.

But...it's over now, you're free. And young. And the world from here on out is only what YOU make of it. You can't control everything that's going to happen to you...but you can at least do YOUR BEST to keep the mast of the ship pointed in the right direction.

Oh, and don't worry about this C**T of a girl that doesn't give 2 shits (trust me pal) about you in the long term. I know this b/c of the fact that she went to another guy. A girl like that is an unnecessary distraction that's only going to make your life harder, and more miserable. Don't be afraid to stay single for a good long time. Relationships are for the old.

Hope this helps.

 

you're 19, you can get out of it if you need to
what part of pa are you from?

 

there are something called church groups where you could get help. the using them you could join the airforce .