I called a shelter today.

You're choosing life or death. Choose to not be a victim, Walk out the door and choose life.

If you leave right now, I'll pray for you. It's much easier to keep walking after you've taken the first step.

Right now. Leave. You'll do great and your grandmother will help you. Who cares if she liked Dan. She didn't know Dan.

He's bad for you. Stop being a victim.

Leave. Now.

 

will he kill me truly if he stopped for a while .. n then started n its getting worse?

like could i really die?

for real. id HATE to die for no reason.

fuck.

i seriously think he'd kill me. i do. its a harsh reality to get around. it SUCKS. god this bitch WOULD kill me. i know i need to run... i just dont care if i die yet i do.

but doubt he'll kill me? he would. its sad sad sad. fuck him.

 

He can only hurt you if you don't cowgirl up and LEAVE.

I know you might not like yourself enough to take care of yourself right now. But you will soon. Please take my word for it and leave.

 

okay.

maybe ill get better too n not have to be chemically dependent if im in a safe place?

i dont know... ill leave.

i will.

i do feel a lot is my fault but he always tells me he makes the money n i dont do shit then he eats my meals that take three hours to make and gets a hella good massage. its bogus.

so everyone agrees

if lucky wants to stay lucky
get out NOW?

 

i cant wait til i can afford an apt. fuck my cats (whom i LOVE)... n fuck how i wanted to be..get out NOW?

 

Yes. I promise. Everyone here agrees.

You have faults. It doesn't matter. Work on those when you're sage.

Leave now.

It'll be remarkably easy after you take the first step.

Leave now.

 

okay.

so i just tell my gramma the truth?

im embarrassed about it?

 

Right now.

Call your grandma. Leave right now.

 

i WILL do it. i promise.

im scared shitless n thanks all of u for telling me no matter my faults i dont deserve THIS.

seriously. thank u. i might have saved my LIFE.

 

okay. seriously. gotta find my phone but im calling.

 

Cowgirl up. You're a victim till you start moving.

You deserve better. Tell her the truth.

Right Now. Please. For you, and all your dreams of changing the world. You won't change anythign right now.

Take care of yourself and LEAVE.

 

You won't regret it. I promise you.

If you go through with this you should be so proud of yourself.

Do it. I have faith in you.

 

i called my gramma. she's contacting my dad. my dad COULD pontentially help. i hope.

i hope he rises up. i CANT go to my mom right now so we're trying my dad. pray.

 

my dad aient perfect but he loves me. he does.

even tho i lost contact with him. he aient scary. i hope he calls me SOON.

 

still waitin on my dad.my grandpa is sick. so is my gramma. i cant live there but she's willing to find fam that will help.

 

Just kick her off this site already! perhaps if that happend she'd stop whoring her life out the net for attention.

 

Alright that's good Trish. You're in the right direction. Now let me promise you something. If you stay here, you will ruin your life.

Do you have friends you can stay with for a few days? Do that. No drugs. That's an escape. You don't need escape. You need strength now.

If your dad cannot come through, you will have to stay in a shelter. It's going to be rough. But not nearly as rough as your life is now.

Stay with some friends for a few days. Keep yourself safe. Keep in touch with your grandmother.

Leave now. You can change your life.

 

attention? or wanting props a bit n validation?
just whatever.

 

thanks. i mean it.

 

Don't listen to that guy. Go stay with some friends Trish. And no drugs. Stay straight and take care of yourself.