i have been having these dreams.. nightmares, really.. about eating meat. like someone would slip some meat into my food or something, then i would wake up all freaked out. i didn't like that feeling of being AFRAID of a food. well the other day my roommate made some chicken enchiladas, and for some reason i just thought.. what the fuck, i'll eat one. so i did.. now i dont know whether i feel bad or good about it. i dont think i really want to start eating meat again (because i really do not like the thought of it).. well i just thought id share this weird experience with you guys. after 4 meatless years, it kind of blows my mind that i ate some chicken.