what does it mean when some one talks to you for 12+ out of 36 hrs and isn't trying to cyber w/ you? is appearing to be honest ? i'm so very confused.
i feel ya. im going through pretty much the exact same thing. my boyfriend from this summer went to college after summer and started hating me. and now its almost march, we never talk and im still in love with him. its so pathetic. =(
Deep Down...I know I Deserve This... You Can Not make People Stay...Or Love you the Same... She Hurt me... And I made Sure I Hurt Her more than was Necessary... I Regret it Now... God...I Still Can Not believe What I Did to make Sure She was Hurting too... I am Deranged... No Wonder She Doesn't want to know I Exist Anymore... It's Only Now...After All this Time...I am Begining to Realize What was Happening and Why She Pushed me Away as Violently as She Did... I Cried Hard Last Night...Looking at the Pictures She Gave to me...Remembering Everthing that Happened...And knowing...Never Again will She Speak to me... And...I Deserve This...All this Hurt and Regret... It's All a mess... maybe I am Starting to get Over Her Now...But I will Always miss Her...And Hope She will Come Back One Day... I Do Not Even know Where She Lives Anymore...She Has moved on... I Stopped Sending Her Boy Friend Death Threats Atleast... On myspace... I Tracked her Down On There... But I Have Got it Down Where I Only Check Once a Week to See if She's Alive or Not... :behead:
Maybe she will come back , never give up hope...but till you learn to let go , you will always be chasing what was....
My girlfriend and I broke up mutually after 2 years about 4 months ago. Its been the hardest things for me. The reason i say mutual is because it needed to happen, i left for college, and she still has another year left in high school. It sucks so bad too, i love her so much and i was so close with her family. I think about her everyday still, however i know how to hide my feelings very well to everyone else. The hurt will pass overtime, this past month has been pretty good, but there are many days when i am really bored, that i'll just think about her and get in a really down mood. Wte, this is just putting me in a worse mood than i already am, haha.
i know exactly how you feel... in love after 8 months... i got a wee bit to go before i hit you... arg it sucks...