I am going to kill myself.

If living has taught us anything it’s that life sucks, but that’s no reason to kill your self.

 

I was really depressed before and I always thought I'd commit suicide before I could turn 18. One day I had a dream that I could see myself dying on the pavement after being hit by a truck and I can't even begin to tell you about my will to live. I was crying so hard and all I could feel was that I would do anything not to die. It was so unbelievable and felt so real that I woke up crying. I know depression is hard but life just isn't worth giving up.

I once read a story about a guy who jumped off a bridge and tried to commit suicide because he had had enough and he said his last thoughts were that he really didn't wanna die. He did survive but he's now forever paralyzed. Most suicides are just a desperate cry for help, we all need to listen up.

One more thing...
Think of all those people and kids dying of genocide in Darfur and Sudan. Think of all the starving and dying kids everywhere. What they wouldn't do to live one more day...and yet we can all just throw it away.

 

hey there stupid one!!!

go on...kill yourself...come on...yeah!! that is the solution to all of your problems...
hey man open your eyes...why are you so fucking critical to yourself??? open your eyes and look around you...look at the trees look at the birds look at the pople...we are born to search for something new...something different...i dont know you but i think that you are to much looking what is someone going to say about you...if people around you dont understand you then find a person that will understand you and help you...but first youve got to help yourself man...FUCK!!! you are only 16!!! fight for your life...make it better...i wont say to you that it is weak to kill yourself (but i think it is)...FUCK YOU...


"The story of life is quicker than the wink of an eye, the story of love is is hello goodbye untill we meet again..." - Hendrix