I am going to kill myself.

I saw a picture of a guy who used a shotgun, eww. People who hang themselves look scary too.

 

That is stupid.

 

So many positive responses and people who do care. Keep coming here...and take what steps you have available to procure some level of happineness. You have to look for it. It's not easy, but it's there...around the corner. The world is full of empathy, love, and lifelines. Grab ahold and go for the ride...the entire ride. Please don't give up.

Your dillemma isn't an easy one. I've been there...I think many people have been there. Grab a friend(I'll be one) and talk. Then you too will be able to say that you've been there...But not anymore. Proffessional help is a viable option. Don't be embarrassed or scared. Again. Many have been there. You have a choice. Remember that it can always improve...it's time. I sound like a self-help book...I know. But these cliches hold true.

Keep us informed about your progress and good things(and bad things) coming through. And please...don't give up.

Have a big long hug from me...

 

i know about depression buddy, and ive been where you are. all i can say now is that im glad i didnt kill myself. i think life is beautiful even when it sucks its still worth sticking around for just to see if anything at all happens next... theres nothing i can say to you to make you change the way you feel... But just take a second and breathe and talk to someone. feel yourself man and mean really feel yourself because theres some reason why. whether its a chemical imbalance or something happening to you or did or whatever theres a reason and theres a solution. you need to talk to someone... but i feel for you and i know your in a dark place but believe me there is a way out, you just gotta find it...

 

OMFG did this thread become a fuckin CYBER CIRCLE JERK?

 

Oh just love the language. Was it supposed to be english?

 

What?

 

I was refering to his use of fuckin' and the other crap he said.

 

As far as I know they're all english words arranged in the form of a question.

 

Trickster - it's a FREE SPEECH site - if you don't like the word 'fuck' on your moniter, perhaps billygraham.com would be a better place for you. And, really, getting offended about a word on a site that is pro-drug and whatnot just seems ridiculous. Don't you have anything better to do?
One last thing - Do you consider yourself a hippie? You would have walked around with plugs in your ears on the Haight!

 

This is the only time you got in existnce damm it. There is no fucking next life, so dun't throw it away. Move to another place,get new friend and live happy for the rest of your life.

 

I was joking you FUCKING tool! I don't care about swearing, or care about what comes out of whoevers mouth. If i was to be offended about anything, it would be that you so quickly jumped on me for a comment i make in a second that i don't even remember. Chill out mate

 

How about we let this thread die?

 

So you're going 2 kill urself? What a pathetic way out...you have alot to live for. We all do. Think of it like this:

To the world you may be one person,
but to one person, you may be the world.

GET HAPPY or something, shit.

 

Easier said than bloody done mate. Suicide is not pathetic. Sure there are some who mistakenly do it or are playing and accidentely do it but others are simply ending pain, they know won't cease. You don't have to understand it, but don't judge it. You don't have the right.

 

Listen, just don't kill your fucking selfe. In all endlesness this is the only time you got.

 

What the fuck is the point livin gif you are miserable. What kind of life is that? Have you ever suffered depression? Felt like this?

 

hey, i had a friend kill himself. It tore me to bits and i'm still affected by it. He did something without thinking about the other people that he knew. i don't know why he did it. I feel so bad that I didn't see it coming. Please don't kill yourself, if you won't get happy for yourself get happy for your mother. She loves you more than you will ever know. Even when she dosn't act like it. You ruining your life will ruin the lives if many others. Please, don't do it. I've seen so much pain and apparantly I'm still young. I don't feel that way from all the bullshit I've been through. Alot of people have been depressed. I know I was. Pull through, life isn't supposed to be easy. It might take alot of effort but you can get through this o.k? Remember that life isn't supposed to be easy. There will be many more happy times!

 

After reading these do you feel better? Or worse?

 

yes..i felt this way..the truth is..most teens have..i dont know how i managed to grow..& survive.but god trust me now i love my life..
we are all here to help & we care..

life starts off hard..gets the hardest just before we really know how to make it better..