I am confused about my feelings not sexuality

I have been into the same woman since we were just kids but she was friends with my brother. I have been in denial for the longest because one minute I’m like nah I didn’t really like her but then I’m yeah I really like her.She has a whole baby and man. I’m happy for her and plan to get a gf in June to get over her.

 

Since you don't report your interactions with her, the empirical data needed to analyse her is missing. I assume that you are not the analytical type; in such cases, a friend who is familiar with your emotional world but has good analytical skills will help.

Which is the best thing you can do.

 

When we were younger we went to this after school program.At first I didn’t like her

When we were younger she only tease me like how the usual thing a crush would do. We had shared a moment where things got awkward for us. She even used to walk by house just to make me feel weird and one time she got so close I almost peed. I don’t think I’m into looks and want a woman like my mom but height matters. I like tall women that can be tomboyish but girly.