This I have found out actually a while ago, but I let myself forget at times. When people ask me questions about how I feel, I have to set aside the many things that pop up in my mind and say 'okay, this must be the right answer, today I feel more like this'. I feel like there are parts of me that continue to live inside of myself, god this sounds weird, its not like multiple personality disorder, its just that I can't understand or explain myself at all because there are so many sides to me and they're so disconnected from each other. Sometimes I can't relate to myself at all. That's weird isn't it? And when I'm reading threads and people state their opinions(the kinds that are direct and don't leave any room for an exceptions) I will agree, then keep reading and agree, and keep agreeing to things that are in complete conflict with each other, it doesn't make sense. Like one person can't feel all the things that they deny feeling. I'm confusing myself. Does this make any sense? I need to finally get that out. Even if it doesn't make sense to anyone else.