I am 20, and could be a psychic?

Certainly, just as delusions are A reality.

I'm well aware of this, and I know who some of the voices belong to.

Yes...sometimes the emotions I feel are imposed on me for effect...but are they SHARED emotions? I suppose they are, to the extent that the person projecting them is experiencing them as they project...

Now this is an interesting thought. I'd like to consider this further, thought I'm not sure exactly what you're getting at...

This is an even MORE interesting thought. And thoughts like this one make me wish for something more detailed than a mere hint. I don't suppose you'd be willing to indulge me - or would you?

I certainly see that in my own psyche...is this also in relation to the way Pixie reacted to my questions?

Are you trying to tell me that we were both hesitant to discuss the telepathic ability? That her reluctance was also my own?

If that's so, then I'm a prisoner of myself. And how does one let oneself out of prison, Nivekian?

Of course, though I'm not sure what this means with regard to the situation I'm dealing with.

I'm grateful for the angels who appear to me now and then. Thank you, Nivekian.

 

Just that any form of energy can be changed into another form of energy. Anger into peace, hate into love... that sort of thing.

It's not a deailed kinda' thing...
It's just a general principle like yin & yeng...
If I can see you, you can see me. (unless, of course, there is a barrier in between)

It could be... I didn't read that post until now. I was aiming at "in general"

That depends on ones desire to be in prison...
Some people find solace when they lock themselves away, a comfortable confinement, if you will.

 

I know a number of people who can see me more clearly than I see myself - and I can see almost nothing of them, except for maybe an occasional glimpse or two. That's what my original lament in this thread was all about.

 

Yeah I know how it is...
I think it's this way with everyone; many of us don't want to be seen which makes it hard for the seer while the rest of us can't help but be seen usually because we either don't mind, don't pay attention to such realms(even if we know they exist) or are brave of heart and don't make the barriers to not be seen.
I wouldn't be too concerned about those we can't see or don't see eye to eye with, for there are those with which we can. That's not to say we all can't get along, some people are just in different realities that happen to overlap with ours. Everyones reality is communal, which is why many forms of ESP and the paranormal is hard to 'prove' to some. Some of us just don't want to see, or be seen. As you know, it takes a certain faith/belief/trust to experience... well... anything! Even for the skeptics they have faith in their logic, they believe other peoples theories and trust that it's scientific 'fact'.
I feel I'm starting to ramble, so I'll take leave of this post...

 

Its weird i stumbled in here...I know im late in the conversation but ayways...

this is sorta how i feel. Ive never been able to truly tell if I am psychic or have psychic tendencies. I dont even know if such a thing exists. I feel what youre saying with not having any friends, i mean, i have friends now, but didnt when i was younger. I have always been an odd person, kind of out there, but always kind of knowing people without actually knowing them, you know? I feel like if i focused on my psychic energies i could feel a lot more powerful and less cloudy. I think drugs and alcohol might make me a little cloudy...

Anyways, i feel connected to you guys, by you guys i mean psychic intuitive people in general...ive always been drawn to this forum and i have actually recieved some good guidance from here before. this has inspired me to make another post i think...

 

Trust me,
I feel the EXACT same way as you (I'm 14, not 27)
I don't know what it is but it bothers me

 

yes I truly believe you are psychic.
We all have that gift
just depends on how open you are
which you sem very open
I do sugest that you get your grounded as well.
work on your deep breathing
all these gifts are wonderful your not crazy
You just can't speak toa lot of people
Much Love and Light
psychic medium spasoff

 

Hi. I've been browsing these threads and decided to register to attempt perhaps a piece of a Reply.

It seems to me, in my experience that there are at least two thoughts to teaching us on the higher levels. The first is, any being you may come into contact with cannot, by definition, have the whole picture and thus whatever they tell you can taint your own innate understanding of what's really going on. The beginners mind is no small thing and these beings would rather you search about and teach them something as well as find your own way. There is much to be said for this line of thought.

I believe this is the seed for all of the secret type societies. You do not reveal to those who don't already gnow because, well, *they don't already gnow*.

Then there is another camp which believes in the bootstrap process. You try to be as open as possible about what you know, hoping to *spark* the pure sense of illumination inherent in everyone's own consciousness matrix.

This divide has given us Science on one hand (the open route) and consciousness studies on the other (everything from psychic/magical/meditation/etc.)

Why the consciousness studies are a closed branch when the ultimate message they produce is very open, and why science is an open branch when the ultimate message they produce is very closed is an interesting question, although in my experience between certain layers there is an inversion effect where our logical processes must switch associations and linkages.

My general feeling is much like yours. I would like reasonable explanations from Logos on the whole, yet perhaps it is that since Logos doesn't contain the whole only partial answers are forthcoming. Thus when pushed the connections break down.

I have tried to put a bunch of unexplained concepts into this post and I hope that at least the sense of them is apparent. Sorry this is so quick, but i must dash.

namaste,

moonchilde

 

Not too apparent, moonchilde, but I do appreciate your effort to give me some help.

Maybe...possibly not the whole picture. But I think perhaps you haven't encountered some of the kinds of beings I have - their knowledge is quite profound, from the small tidbits they've been willing to be open about.

 

Ok, let me try it this way - some truths that are spoken are very glittering and seductively right, such that one does not question at least your own misunderstanding of these Truths. Are these better off spoken as revealed Truths or realized in multiple ways, over time so that small and large errors of perception can be systematically corrected?

Given that you already appear to be dealing with some fairly high level energies, what do you hope to obtain from a live person working in an explanatory mode that you can't find from your observations of actual life around you (You know, the interactions between the beings you are in contact with and that car that just cut you off, or the odd conversation snippet you overheard in the grocery store (not to mention normal personal interaction))? Perhaps it is simply that you have "priced yourself out" of help from help from psychics and the like in any serious way given your connections.

Next, on a more philosophical note. Yes, these beings are profound and vast when compared to the limited scope we (intentionally) allow ourselves. I would understand these beings to have near complete knowledge of all human events throughout time and have insight into personal motivations of the beings involved in the events. I would expect them to be able to devise logical arguments that a person could not help but agree with. However, I would not expect them to be always "on your (personal) side" except the way sunlight is on your side (unless you stay at the beach to long).

But any separate intelligence able to speak through the Logos is also limited in their own ways, just by using that channel if not by their actual limitations. I don't think you can tell which is the case if that is the only aspect of them you even encounter (although that fact might give you a clue). It's just physics of the spiritual, if you will. The more Power/Knowledge/Gnosis, the more diffuse it must be and the more it must be repeated in various subtle forms in order to be understood properly.

In my experience the Vaster Beings speak to us through the song of a bird, the wind in your hair, the feelings in your heart, with no attachment. Intermediate beings (between the ones who speak in our minds and the Vaster Beings) tend to speak to us through amalgamations of signals, a jumble of conversations at a party that appears to make sense when bits and pieces are taken together, a tv ad connecting with something you've read on a forum that solidifies a particular that you've discussed with a friend, holistic gestalts, synchronicities (and although the Vaster Beings delight in these, I don't believe they are subtle enough for their tastes/mores). Or so I would currently classify the hierarchies I have seen.

Thanks for letting me solidify some of my own perceptions! I think this is the first I've thought about the angelic/whatever system in these terms.

YMMV, this is my current newly minted model, feel free to use or modify it at Will...

 

When I get confused, I would like an explanation. I feel that being confused is not helpful. I feel that being treated badly or ignored over a long, long period of time without explanation is not helpful. But maybe I'm wrong - what the hell do I know?

My vaster beings speak to me in these ways. They also speak to me in telepathic words, bodily sensations, and occasionally psychic impressions. Most often however, the telepathic words tend not to be explanatory, except sometimes regarding situations that are limited in scope, and without any broad spiritual meanings that I can discern.

I think I catch your drift. You're saying that the lessons to be taught can't merely be explained, but need to be experienced in a number of ways, at multiple levels, in order to be truly absorbed by our body/soul. Of course, I've known this for a long time. And I would add that, in fact, sometimes explanations would get in the way of the experiential lessons - especially for me, since I tend to always be second-guessing the reasons for everything, and often congratulate myself when I see through (or THINK I see through) one of the Vaster Beings' little tricks. Of course on the one hand, it's probably not good for the lesson when I think so much; but on the other hand, I want to understand what's happening to me, so that I can write about it and explain it to someone else - or at least describe it with emphasis on its most important aspects.

I guess the bottom line for my reactions to my experiences is that the intellectual knowledge of the experiential process of learning doesn't help me much in dealing with the long-term frustration of being treated badly and ignored. And maybe that frustration is a necessary part of the experience. What the hell do I know?

Yeah well, you got me to think hard after all. But I'm done with it for now.