Many will say "the way I am now", please.... spare me that. The question is, what character you would like to posess that you don't posses now? Bolder, kinder, more generous, more aloof, friendlier, more trusting, more free, more intelectual etc.
i wish i could be more free with my opinions and thoughts in real life...i hold back somewhat, when i really shoult speak up...i speak up when needed and some times when i feel like it...but other times, i tend to shy away...
I'd like to be more assertive and also to let the small things go easier. I'm getting better at both of them but it's a process.
I would like to be a bit bolder. I am so god damn shy! and i barely ever speak up, even if its something that should be brought up. I think i'd also like to be a bit more serious. I am a huge slacker, and don't take life seriously AT ALL.
I laugh at everything and am very goofy- it's generally a good thing but I have huge problems with shyness, social anxiety and assertiveness... I've realized that when my "problems" of those sorts increased, so did my goofyness. I think it can be a way to compensate. *shrugs* It's all good though.... as I was saying in my "my thoughts" thread which should still be on page one here, the more you get over your fears (and I meant mostly in this area) the easier it gets. Practice makes perfect.
im allready so many things... I guess I'd just like to stick to my goals better..Im a little lazy Maybe learn to hold my tounge, it can be a bit sharp at times.
less anxiety would be nice, without loosing track of real risks or appearing insincere. i think that probably would have made a major and positive difference at every point in my life. =^^= .../\...
I'd like to have been more self confident in my younger days... it would have made a world of difference in the person I' would have become.
a better temper. well, i dunno. it's not so bad. i flash-burn. better than a long, useless, relentless simmer. maybe i wish i wouldn't get so ticked off at all. but then where would i be?
oh! but i definitely wish i was smarter. especially about mechanical/technical things. i feel like such an idiot 9/10 of my day. i would like to get rid of that.
^ I knew somebody was going to say that! lol I know life isn't all that serious.. and i definetly don't take it seriously but not i need to grow up a bit, and get a job, and start thinking about my future which i don't want to think about at all!