How weird are you?

im a social drop out.i only talked to about 4 people in the last two months. every time i try to interact with someone i get strange looks becouse im not used to talking with them. and I dont talk like them. and i dont walk like them. and i dont look like them.

every time i talk with someone i try to be honest. and i get a lot of strange looks becouse of that. and you know being away from people gives you the oppotunity to form your own thoughts. and thats weird to people who are not used to this.

every time i talk with someone other than my family i can feel a chemical releasing in my brain. when i meet an old friend i get a small rush. when i talk with someone i never met before i get a small rush, when i go to the post office to pay my bills i get a small rush....

i believe that this is some kind of hormone. maybe a mixture of hormones. this is released when social interaction is happening to help it. it is a natural social lubricant "The way i think" changes when this chemical is released.
i believe that the sudden change of Consciousness caused by this is the cause of being weird and talking strange shit becouse you are not used to this chemical and it hits you harder and it makes you feel strange. or maybe you are not weird at all to others. you just feel like it.


maybe im a "shady creepy weird"

 

Huh, I can't really say what's weird vs. what isn't, not who either but I'm sure that if you took the sum total of my experiences they've radically differentiated me from others. I suppose having both lived high off the hog on the Upper East Side then meandering as a hobo across the states isn't your average person's life resume...

 

I am a pretty strange cookie - wyrd 100% very happy not to fit into any other description ..

 

I'm so weird that I make people that others consider weird look normal.

Seriously. As a kid I used to do the opposite of everything and everyone else just to be different then I realized that I WAS different. Way different. And I see that as a good thing. I make people smile :2thumbsup: because I'm so weird.

:sunny:

I'm a freak by some standards, but that's better than being a poser. It just comes naturally to me!

I LIKE who I am!

 

Not weird, but very rare...

 

Ahhh, I like that... RARE! I've been called "eccentric" but that's just a more polite way of saying WEIRDO!

:sunny:

Edited to say: why is this thread under synthetic drugs? Guess I should go back and read the first posts...

 

What you are talking about is all a matter of opinion. Who cares what other people think or how they act? I prefer to do as I feel, and what I think is right.

 

Eccentric is the new cool, Poppy Sunshine

 

This isn't how it works. I don't claim to be weird and then have to present evidence to make my case! That's just silly. I don't claim to be normal either as I question the lucidity of the term.

What is weird, also? Specific individuality?
If I say that I like Foil Fencing, Music, Tea Blends, Piano playing, Languages, Literature, Writing, Games, Anime, Chess, Clubbing, Cooking, Orchids, Philosophy, Contract Bridge, Astronomy and Baseball, is that weird? Or just specific?

Is it rare abilities?
Does it make me weird that I can play up to two chess games in my head up til about 20 moves at the same time? Is that weird?

Or is it quirks?
I have Asperger's syndrome and as a result I find it very difficult to look people in the eyes. I tend to always wear the same hat every day since I was twenty. When I get nervous I start to count off the Fibonacci sequence. Weird?


If I had any say I was tell you all that I'm not weird. I'm just far from normal.

-BlkBks