how many of you

I used to think about it all the time, I've never attempted it, and I never think about it now.

 

i have been considering it lately. i remembered this thread and just thought id post this so you people know what happened if i never come back to the forums.

 

I think it would take a real coward to commit suicide. There is always another way. If you want to commit suicide think about all the people that love you. If you really feel like you have no reason to live and that noone will miss you, go right ahead. If you don't care why should anyone else? I don't see why people make such a big deal about stopping suicide. I know this may not be the nice thing to say but it's true.

 

....think about the don't judge unless you've walked 10 miles in someones shoes...

How do you know what it is like to be constantly depressed? Do you think its a choice? Many people can simply not stand feeling helpless all the time, have some compassion instead of being an ass.

 

Actually, some people choose to have a certain outlook on their life, so they start to associate everything as being negative. This basically deals with the concepts of cognitive psychology (how people think & perceive things).

 

i use to have them all the time. i had tried and almost did it twice years ago but i chickened out. but about three weeks ago i was really pushed over the edge and i was alone and i did it, but since then i am slowly healing and i actually see how precious my life is.

 

I've thought about it many times, even when I was to young to understand fully the consequences. I don't think I could really go through with it though

 

Thoughts? Yes.
Attempts? No.

Yes, I have though about it, but would probably never dare to actually do it. I'm a coward. But then again, doing it would make me a coward. So I'm a coward no matter what I do!

I often hate myself for being so selfish, but suicide wouldn't end it, it would be a last selfish act hurting all the people around be, so I better let it be.

Causes too much trouble.
I sometimes wish to vanish without anybody noticing though. Like I've never been born.

 

only once in my life I have thought about killing myself and that's when I thought I couldn't live with something that happened but I can't see anything ever causing me enough pain to feel that way again so it doesn't worry me.

 

^^ same here. i thought about it seriously only one time.. when i was 18 i got arrested and when i was in jail i just wanted to kill myself.. i was so ashamed i wanted to die. all i could think of was "how the fuck could i have let myself get this bad? how could this have ever happened to me?"
i remember trying to figure out how to kill myself while sitting in the cell with only a roll of toilet paper and a cup. pretty pathetic.
luckily that part of my life is very much over, and i am happy now..

 

Pretty much what got me to attempt it, along with some other things, but I wasn't actually arrested, too young at the time...


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