how do you make yourself not be sad?

you guys are all so sweet

i'm definitely gonna work on meditation, i need to clean out my room like mad and that would really help me to clear out my mind
i'm just so damn lazy
fitz, you wanna clean my room for me?

so last night i just got obscenely drunk so now i can focus on the gross headache i have and not on anything else

haha don't forget the corset and garters :H

 

when i clean, i throw away lots of stuff....so if your ok with that, then i'll help

 

just as long as you ask me before, i don't want you throwing away important stuff

 

well of course yea...but it better be important though, cuz i swear if you just say everything is important...haha

 

dude, i'm a girl......

 

hahaha

 

I hope you are feeling better!

Whenever I'm really sad I like to just have a good cry, then dance to some fun music until I feel better...

and if it's more chronic or even if it's not or even if I'm not really sad I suppose...reiki,yoga,mediation,etc.

or here is a good one! We should grab a bottle of something and go somewhere and get crazy ! (like sometime this week?)

 

yesssss!
when shall we do it??

you know beautiful dreaded jo?
her birthday is this thursday at the diezel room
we're gonna get ridiculously trashed
i'm not doing anything tonight or tomorrow, i just have to go to the gym tomorrow
and then i'm free friday i'm thinking and this saturday is the bi-polar bears show
oh man it's gonna be so kickasssss

it's up to you

 

well...I have a tree decorating date with me mama tonight, so I'll give you a call tommorow, I'm down for some goodness sometime this week- maybe the thursday thang? Ah and the BI POLAR BEARS SHOW I"M SOOOOO EXCITED! ah!

 

oh man me too!! matt and sylvia played open mic last night, oh man it's gonna be so good
i shall await your call
if you can help me get shrooms for thursday that'd be sweeet
that's gonna be super fun

 

I get some exercise and get out of the house and see some friends. Nothings worse for me then just hanging out when I feel down. Sometimes I have to force myself out almost, but I'm always glad it happened.

I wish I could do something to help you out Jess. If you ever need anything let me know. I'd walk to that artic deathtrap of a country of yours.

This weekend treat yourself well. You're a bad ass... you should drink some cervasa, eat some carnitas, and have wild shananigans with your senoritas.

You have my love and my best.

 

i like your moxy kid

 

Just think of something that makes you happy..

 

I just listen to music on my mp3 player when I'm sad...

 

i ask myself if i want to continue living like i am... and the answer is no... i look at myself and i realise that it sucks being sad and i dont want to be anymore

 

A couple things,

1) Cran k the f`n music, metallica, (usually). doing whatever around the house,,,alone.
housemate tends to do the country stuff too much. And I love to make the neighbors wonder what is going on in here,,,even in the winter.

2) Chat on line with ZenDragon,,,he makes me smile,,,

3) pull out hitmans` voice clips, that is a bitter sweet thing,,,Love his voice, love him. and need to be with him, SOON!!!!!! But he is such a sweet goof,,,mean that lovingly Dear. He has a beautiful smile to his voice. His laugh brings a song of joy to my heart, and makes my soul soar!!

P.s. Go get a new tat. next thing on the list...