I had a therapist tell me once, "if your happy sometimes and sad other times you are bipolar, absolutely". I don't think I am, since I have met other "real" bipolars and I do not relate with them. But I'm starting to think maybe I have an anxiety disorder. They run in familes and my dad has OCD. But I got in a car accident the other day, and every since then I have been soo panicy and even flipped out on some other stuff, cuz I'm pretty nervous (uncontrolled crying after it happened and a couple days after, hyperventitialing (no fainting), panic grips me now when I drive, especially since she hit me. I'm afriad of driving through green lights, which I did when she ran a red light and hit me). Is this just normal after an incident that could of been way worse, but wasn't (also my first car accident). I've had anixety before but not so much I though it was a chemical imbalance, more like I'm nervous shits going down and it's okay to feel like that. one other thing. maybe I'm just emotional or senstive, but I also like to analyze things throuoghly (which makes me an honor student and works well with most aspects of my life) but it hurts my relationship, in that I think about things deep and then I usualy take an emotional stand on it. My boyfriend is simple and does not think on the same level as me, which I repsect. We ARE different there. But the question is do I carry on shit way past the point of him understanding me, usually when it's no silly (he's an older version of a class clown) or is it me driving to hard into it and scarring him off? I'm so confused.