i feel better today because i took some xanax, im pretty clumzy and knocking stuff over but it beats the hell out of panic attacks i had yesterday!! today is great
I feel wonderful a this moment because I just put a good 6 hours of cleaning my studio. I mean, Rug doctor, vacuming, making the stove shine, the oven, the counters.... really casting the dirty hippie out and inviting the clean hippie in.
Can't say it's bad today. Dizzy. Yeah, like Dizzy Miss Lizzy. Though it's very possibly because of the all-day-sitting-in-the-front-of-computer day. It's just so fucking cold outside today. No happiness for this spring break.
i feel wonderful. my wife is gone to a sleepover with another friend of hers. she has also paid the rent and utilities for the comming month. for better or worse she will be back however. at least i did manage to get a few things done. and i'm continuing to enjoy the remaining time till she returns. not that i don't enjoy her being arround also. it's just that she's arround so much and i'm alone so little. =^^= .../\...
Today I feel, hmmm, cold. Yesterday was 80 degrees with plenty of sun, and today it's 40 degrees, rainy, and it's supposed to turn into snow and get into the 20's tonight. Freaking weather!
ghod i'd love to see it snow, or live where it does. preferably in a forest on top of a mountain. snow in a city full of cars? no, that's not what i have in mind at all. =^^= .../\...
Today is the end of all sorrow for me...my amp(greatest, I call it the Hummer) arrived just now and my home is sparkling clean as it never has been before. I had a great long conversation about religions yesterday with my girl(friend), and perhaps today we may visit the local temple, for religious discussions. I still have my pal's amp here that needs to be delivered, and I'm glad he fixed his cellular. He also said he wanted to rehearse today for our Saturday's performance. Well, I hope things keep getting better for now on, and I'm free of all curses,and bad vibes from people.
yesterday i was feeling great,but today i feel very bad..im just so cranky..and nothin feels ok..guess its the weather.yesterday it was a beautiful sunny day and today im freezing and its raining all day!!it will be better....
Today I feel very good. Ordered a couple of important items to be delivered next week, and had a good time playing for money. I changed a lot about the place, and it gets better progressively.
The day has only just begun (it's only 2:27 A.M.), and I'm in already a not-so-good mood. I'm really tired...but I can't sleep. Also, I didn't get anything accomplished this long weekend, so I'm going to be a bit behind in class today. Ugh, I just don't want to go to school. I'd much rather sit at home and post on here and watch movies.