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Well, if you are doing blow...of COURSE you are going to want to relapse on the cigs. How long had you been quit for? Assuming you smoked... just look it it like I do....every break you take from cigs is a break your lungs (heart, etc.) get...which, of course, is a good thing. And every quit attempt increases your chances of eventually succeeding.

In any case, so, yea, the fake it til you make it thing on happiness...
True to an extent- it needs an elaboration on my part, if you don't mind.
It has a lot more to do with, well, not just... you know, acting happy-smiling at people "oh, look @ me... I'm so happy...I'm not sad...hehehe life is awesome!!!" It's more like... if life REALLY sucks or something is really bugging you, it has to be dealt with-released. Do that. You can't hold it in forever and holding it in can cause REAL depression.
Now the faking it til you make it typea thing... you can control two things NO MATTER WHAT that can make you something resembling happy (I hate that word but something like it) you can control your thoughts and your actions.
Do good. Be responsible. Get things done that need done and make you proud and prepare the way for a better future. And learn to thing positive no matter what. You will then set the path in the right direction towards "happiness" as well as training yourself how to view the world in a better (more positive) light

 

Super lazy, still recovering from my quinoa allergy, but the meds have worked and I am feeling MUCH better. So back to work tomorrow.

Today I just played Skyrim, and called my mum and my best friend.

 

thanks! my bad day is turning into a bad week, thanks for the hugs

 

how would you know what man I am talking about? get off my back please, I have enough bullshit going on in my life right now. Then I come here and people give me grief. Thank you to those who are always nice to me.

 

thanks GS, some of you guys do, other ones are just mean bitches.

 

I just think it is hypocritical to be upset that your husband is looking at other women, when in fact you are cheating on him. But ah well, your life, your stupid drama.

 

I'm exhausted and in dire need of a break.

 

not good

i did too much yesterday and now i cant get my back straight

 

have you tried lying as flat as possible on the floor?

 

I am stressed worried about my grandpa being in the hospital and worrying also about my grandmother cause I know she is worried about my grandpa too. he is in pretty rough shape

 

Sleepy and hungry

 

no..i tried a bunch of naproxen and it helped me get my work done

its swollen discs ..nsaids usually help

 

Horny

 

well that is good..nsaids do help..

Have you been working a lot?

 

Today was okay. Not bad. But not great.

I'm really looking forward to tomorrow though... a good friend of ours is coming over right @ 6 am right when hubby gets home from work.. she is someone my son calls "aunt" even though she's not related, but he's known her since he was born.

Then my son has a doctor's appointment and we are going shopping (all of us)...

In any case, it should be a good day and I'm looking forward to it.

Tonight...just gonna read soon then get some sleep. Haven't been getting enough of it lately.

 

no...i spent the summer fighting with my kidneys and am just starting to get back in my groove

 

Disappointed.

 

Main quest? Side quest? Or just some wandering about? :2thumbsup:

 

Crappy. Left this morning for work while it was still dark and didn't get home until it was dark again. People in my fiance's family are inconsiderate and they rope us into having to come do a million things directly after work and they don't seem to realize that we get tired and need sleep and enjoyment like every other human being.

 

Annoyed