Until I enter my sixties, I had always been disparaging about what I called queers, pufftas,and fairies, but now I have become one myself. It doesn't trouble me, of course, except I can't get the sort of man I crave, because I'm too old, so it's frustrating. I have to content myself with wanking to pictures of gorgeous men on the internet. I love macho men, muscular men with hairy chests, and hairy arms and legs. Real men.I yearn for them, and desperately want one. I don't like the feminine sort of men. Strangely, I don't ever fancy the men I meet or see in the flesh, in the real world, perhaps because they have clothes on. What turns me on are the images of half-naked or naked men.
That happened for me in my mid-forties, and, being very discreet & careful about my choice of partners, have given myself completely & deliciously to men-who-like-men well over 100 times (my craving was & is for even more, but my even stronger craving for his cum pouring out inside me demanded that they all be squeaky clean & absolutely DDF!).
Like you, I feel no attraction at all to a man on the street -- it's only when I become aware that he's interested in me that way, and then I can't wait to throw myself at him & wrap myself & give all he wants of me, as many times as he wants it!
Getting old is a bitch. I started sucking cocks in my late 30s and never had any trouble finding a cock to suck. Now I'm in my early 70s and cocks are hard -- make that difficult to come by. Where I used to suck a couple of cocks a week I'm lucky to suck one a month. Not many young or even middle-aged men realize what 30-some years of cocksucking experience can do to their cocks. And many men my age seem to have lost interest in sex.
Well I'm 67 and find no problems in getting sessions with young guys.....my preference is for millennials or at least 18-30 year old guys. While lots of younger guys do not wish to fuck pensioners there are plenty that do! .From time to time I make a visit to my nearest city and between a uk site and grindr I generally manage 3 - 7 meets a day. I was a top most of my life until I discovered how nice it is to have a hard cock pumping me and while I did fuck a young guy recently I tend to deflate halfway through now so stick to receiving with which I very happy. I just came back from 3 days in a cheap hotel there and in total had twelve meets with guys from 18 - 44 ages. And they all fucked me as well as heaps of oral n cum. I actually find that 17 - 22 year old guys are often the keenest to meet......maybe they want new experiences, or maybe they are just hornier than older guys but they can almost always get it up, are very horny, and often can just keep in fucking and come a second time which i find really hot One very hot slim well-endowed 20 year old fucked me twice and inbetween used a prostate massarge on me for about 15 minutes and had me seriously moaning & whimmpering loudly and hey it was my second orgasm and I thought i would never stop cumming! I think it was a new experience for him too....hehe....nice if us pensioners can spread teaching n wisdom Simon