What a realization eh? The thing is though, i've already got a woman, so it doesn't leave me in a position to explore at all. And im not even sure if im bi. I don't fit into the gay category at all. Basically my attraction is in line with a females... i dont like sissy guys and i dont have any desire to be the "giver." I'd still much much rather be with a girl, and im only attracted to the uppermost tier of males. I don't have any thoughts about the everyday guy what so ever, but buff guys make my mind wander =X. This also inhibits me though, because im an every day guy, so in order for anything to ever happen i'd have to be way out of my league. Oh yeah, and there's no desire to have a "relationship" with a guy, as in non-sexual bonding or w/e, i guess i just want the cock lol.