hoffman 09's

Well I wouldn't say stressful is the right word, almost a test to see if my psyche could withstand the pressure of it but I'm gonna purposefully cave my mind here on my next trip, pushing it to the limit ha I figure I've gone deeper in hell before (so to speak) that I have the mental stabbillity to do this. Nothing great was achieved without pain and plus I'm not one for focus I'm one for pushing that's just who I am so I'll seek my spiritual answer in that way heheheheh

I know how it comes off as foolish and sounds like I'm gonna end up in the loony bin but just let me live my weird little life in my weird little way ha