Hip Forums Kinda does my heads in.

Yeah...So sometimes this place drives me nuts,yet in a strange way keeps me sane when I can't focus on anything else,as a kind of abstract distractionism.

A penny for your thoughts...

 

Where's my Hip Forums therapist when I need you Lol! Seriously,don't mean to get all self-referential,but I'm trying to spend less time here.The purple just represents my inactivity,loneliness and general lethargy...Sure,I have a lot of fun here,but sometimes it's a drag.

 

:gorgeous:

 

I love it here. I work at home and when things get slow it's great to have a fun place to hang out. I have found some awesome people here even if there are a few who are a bit disgruntled over something, that's on every forum site. What I like here is the freedom to speak, even the mods are awesome, it's nice that they involve themselves as well.

 

Do not let it....When something is real, you just feel it in your heart and do not need to try to understand what anyone means.....forget about that....

 

I wish someone would have posted this about 3 years ago for me lol.

 

I get mad laughs here. That doesn't happen anywhere else.

 

I'm not criticising here...I just have my own thing with it.I get mad laughs here everyday too.

 

I get loads of laughs here, even when peeps are arguing, someone comes flying in with a funny to take the edge off and because we can say almost anything without it being censored like many sites makes it all that much more fun.

 

When you feel like this you should slip away quietly for a while and come back when you need it again. To me it's like a drug, I can be addicted at times and take breaks when I need to. Never has anyone made me leave a site but Gordon can for a while, come back and like a soap opera some might have changed and maybe it didn't. Point is anyone can be bored of it because they just need something else for a while or maybe they really do need to find a new place to play or new way to play something totally different.

 

Yes and no.I have plenty of potential useful and productive things to be getting on with.I am just mentally blocked.I'm slowly coming out of it and starting to work more consistently,but I think I have developed some attention deficit disorder,as time has gone by,I have just grown to enjoy wasting time in a way,just kind of drifting.But nothing gets done being like this.It can be hard to work without structure.Like say someone is at art school,and they get set projects,and bounce off their class mates,and when they leave college they're like "Well shit - what do I do now".

 

At least one million dollars for my opinion, an extra hundred if you want a happy ending

 

That's cool...I cannot think of smart reply.

 

Wow, a whole penny for my thoughts....lol

 

Yes.One penny for each thought as they come.If you think a lot of thoughts quickly you might get rich!

 

Hip Forums...a place where I usually air my frustrations, thoughts and desires I don't act on, but have. I often feel embarrassment or guilt for some of the things I have divulged and read over another time.
It's a place where I have left for a week or two...probably a few times, vowing to never come back...then in a moment of boredom or curiosity, I sign back in.
I have met some cool people. Some odd people. And a few men that creeped me out pretty badly. (which made me have one of those spurts of never going to sign in again)....but over all, I enjoy being around other adults and people who speak freely.

 

I am here because I cannot sleep.Cannot possibly get myself to do anything else.I don't use TV or radio.I don't want to listen to music,watch movie or YouTube doc.Don't feel like reading.Being here is just a mild diversion from my mental state of remorse and anxiety,slight confusion,heartache.So sue me!...I need the dawn.

 

So, do what you need to do to heal and get through this. If this is what works for you, who cares what others think?

 

Yes you're quite right.The Fairlight is functioning normally.No crisis.Just wish I could time warp to the morning.

 

Meditation would probably be far more useful to you if you are experiencing insomnia.