HF doesn't really change

oh god.

a buddy of mine googled my name once and found a thread in which I described a dream I had... a dream where I was butt naked and swimming with fishes.

he laughed pretty hard at my faggotry.

 

When I joined this place and was 18, a bunch of random girls sent me pictures of themselves naked without me asking for it.

Now I don't ask, and no naked pictures.

Random thoughts used to be full of glorious hookers.

 

I don't have any real life friends...so it's all good.

 

same here

haha

when i was out in SD, my friend saw me posting about how i was a forum whore - she shook her head

 

so... all I have to do is send you nudes?

its really that simple?

 

This dude Krishnamurti said almost all conscious thought is just preprogrammed reactions to what we've seen in the past, and most thought is ultimately a barrier to happiness.

He's dead now though. :biggrin:

 

You'll have a blast. I guarantee it.

 

I think we embrace the past (the known) because we live in fear of the future (the unknown)


Hotwater

 

That's true. Not only that, I'd say once people have a set pattern of action, they're more likely to continue on that path of action that's known, even if it's destructive.

Like if my dad was an alcoholic, and I started power drinking because it seemed like an effective pattern of how to deal with stress.

If I didn't have that crutch of what was known, I'd seem truly alone.

Reprogramming is freedom.

 

oh c'mon now...the drama is what gives us the thrill!

 

I think the forums are alright right now, we've had much worse periods.

 

you're on your rag too?

 

Nah, I just managed to get drunk while being broke because I get by with a little help...

...and sang a lot of Hall & Oates and Cat Stevens at a karaoke bar.

I'm great.

 

I get lesbians to buy me drinks in karaoke bars by singing helter skelter.

And then i fingerbang them under the table.


























wait what?

 

I support that.

 

Don't choke on that dick in your mouth. Your kids will miss you.