hey what's going on?

three or four days? anyways that's what d says but i already took some yesterday n today... i WAS hoping id get some if i went to rehab but i dont know if they'll give it to me as im already starting to feel better all around...although i had a seizure last night and had to change the sheets three times.

 

Methadone just keeps you addicted to something else besides heroin

there is no way someone who has done it for only a few months should need to get onto a program.

I remember taking it for fun once around the time I was involved, and it got me higher than heroin

 

There is free rehab available in your area.

The cost of rehab is not worth your life.

Theres no want to about it. If you don't get clean now, you will kill yourself. Rehab's not an easy thing. But your last rehab failed didn't it? Maybe the reason was the program was there but your will wasn't.

Because you're extremely self destructive. Do what you gotta do homegirl.

I'm not a hyperbolic or just say no misinformation kinda guy. If you keep it up, you will kill yourself.

 

do methadone and drink YOU WILL DIE...just so you know

 

yeah im mostly not even dope sick anymore. i was doing it every day for a bit but i think the worst of it is over and taking meth in rehab (if they would even let me) would make me worse actually but at the same time, my whole body hurts, i sweat all the time in my sleep, had a seizure last night.... im NOT shaking anymore though.... i just feel aggitated now... so im really all down for anything that will take away pain.... thing is, the pain will probably go away in two-three more days by itself and yeah, i know that but i dont know... i still feel like trying....

 

well i highly doubt i can drink in rehab. (oh and i havent drank in three days)

 

i'll believe it when i see it.Til then remember what i said it aint no joke.

 

i left after 12 days last time cause i couldnt stand half of the girls there and it was BORING and i missed home and MY bed and my cats... so i told them i was leaving and got lectured alll freaking day...then they gave me a ride home. haha
(oh and i also left that time cause i felt i didnt need anything anymore and i didnt ... for like six months)

 

Stop doing things Lucky.

Up with hope. :biggrin:

 

interesting, I check the newspapers website and this is the first thing I see

LANCASTER, Ohio – Methadone caused the death of a 16-year-old Canal Winchester boy while he was being held at the Multi-County Juvenile Detention Center in April, according to an autopsy.

 

You need to get a grip, you come on here and bitch, like your the victim. People come on here every freaking day to talk to you and try to offer you advice, but if it doesn't agree with you it gets ignored.

You need a reality check, your a fucking DRUG addict, you NEED to go into REHAB or you will DIE. Forget you though, you think we are being mean? Do you know how mean it is to come of here and broadcast to your friends your slow suicide. That is MEAN.

 

jesus christ. points taken but i dont know why me explaing that i know i need to not do drugs and drink but then explaing what i dont like about rehab makes me into a victim. i said i might go but was explaing what about it i dont like...that' all. sheesh, i give up.

ill go to rehab since everyone seems to think that is the only way.

 

GOOODDDDD!!! My COUSIN almost died from shit like this! GO TO FUCKING REHAB!!!

I swear if you go I'll send you something to keep you happy when your there JUST GO

 

What do you guys stand to gain from telling her the obvious?

 

Everyone knows thats the only way.
You do too.
Don't kid yourself anymore.
Grow up a little, and get your life under control.

 

There are three heroin addicts on my front stoop and a tweaker annoying my dog from the alley. Right now. But wtf do I know. Go get your hit. Just stop playing us for sympathy and do it. Because unless you take the advice we've given you in the last two pages, you will within 6 months anyway. And this is your third time out, eh? Next time you'll be in for the long haul because the only people you'll have left are your friends, the other junkies. And they'll have zero tolerance for your game.

Fix it or not.

 

wtf lol.. since when id rehab supposed to be fun and exciting? Since when is one supposed to like the fellow addicts? Since when should rehab allow you visits with your friends cohorts and fellow drug addles waste products? Rehab is to help you not be your best friend entertaining and a local drug hangout. GET a fucking grip. Go to rehab, stick with it for a change and take care of you
oh btw ,,, back to the lies bit once again,,, i thought the heroin was just a couple times???? lies lies lies they get you every time...Makes one wonder just how much of all your stories are pure and utter bullshit

oh wait the shooting up was only once or twice huh,, but you werent using every day,,, hmmmmm i am befuddled..

 

for a long time it was only once or twice then just in the past month or two (in between?) it was every other day then every day for a bit... mostly after i shot up...which was only one time cause i liked it so much.

and alright... ill go. im going somewhere two hours away so ill be going in the morning...until then i have stuff to take. i just dont understand when the detox is almost over why going....since i could do outpatient stuff... plus it's not so much the ppl do DO stuff i miss... it's the people who dont....

oh and i hope ppl send me stuff- ill send the address to anyone who wants it then. oh and it's just upsetting to me cause i love summertime...being at the pool and um id be missing my birthday in rehab. but oh well, i will go anyways.

 

How much of advice is truly magnanimous?

 

well get clean get sober and you will have many more summertimes to enjoy... The way you are going at this rate you wont live through the summertime..