You are not alone. Here are some famous people who are just like you so don't think you're alone. http://www.mentaljokes.com/famous_manic.html
shhhhh, they want this to be positive. Seriously when I first read it and posted it I thought this would be a thing that could make some people feel better. I had clicked the post and then read the website address for the first time and realized that they were poking fun at people as well. I guess some people can't resist. I'm gald to know that people can still do things with that disorder because all you ever hear is when they breakdown.
___________ Hey!! I just realized you can draw. (I clicked your sig.) I write and I'm interested in starting a cartoon. (Just for fun right now but do you think that would interest you?)