Here is my confession, what is yours?

I'm addicted to sex and I have boyfriend who'd rather watch porn than sleep with me.

After the birth of my daughter in June I noticed my orgasms are much more intense and last longer than they did before. I mean the toe curling, scream like an animal, tear through skin, deliciously exciting kind of orgasms. And I have them in clusters. One after the other after the other and so on. It never gets old and since I've been having to go solo I can't help but crave that body trembling feeling even more

Anyway, my boyfriend doesn't get it. He's kind of turned off by the fact that we had a baby. She wasn't planned and we're both super young. He's still wanting to be carefree instead of "daddy". So, sex is now a turn off because of "what could happen".

Just thought I'd share my thoughts

Confessions of a Sex Addict

 

I wish it were that easy. We celebrated our one year anniversary. We had sex but it wasn't fulfilling for me. He got off and was done where I was craving more. Afterwards I wanted to talk to him about it and that's where proceeded to tell me he didn't care for sex anymore. I thought that was odd since he's been masturbating a lot while I'm in the living room with the baby or taking a shower. I caught him watching porn (no big deal) but it kind of upset me because he didn't ask me to join him. My daughter was taking a nap so I was free, but like I said he'd rather go solo. But to be honest, I think he's turned off by ME.

I'm not trying to complain at all, just trying to confess my feelings. It drives me crazy because there are days when I'm so horny I could fuck the next man that walks by me. Instead I just do my solo act. With my hands or whatever object I can find. I'm broke and my boyfriend refuses to get me a sex toy :/ So it's the old fashioned way for me.

 

Why do I want another man to join me and my wife in bed? I love seeing her get laid. I love the thought of another man getting off on her because she's mine.

 

It hurts for some one to cheat on you. Grow up tell your boyfriend that you want to fuck some one and you don't Wont to hurt him would he like to join or at least watch. This way know one is hurt and know one hates know one. It's a lot more fun

 

THere is a thread with just that title----you'll find that a lot of people have that same sentiment.

 

I met a guy from onilne, someone I hated for a good while, and ended up having sex with him. (this post was a lot longer originally, but maybe too explicit, so I've chopped it down a lot, ha ha)

 

You don't need to chop out the explicit stuff. We like the explicit stuff----do tell...

 

I used to go to strip clubs so I could taken on stage and have sex it was better when there where chicks in the audience

 

Okay, I'll re-type it elsewhere then copy-paste, it was several paragraphs long when I posted it before, ha ha...

 

Arigatou---tanoshimi ni matteimasu ya de

 

Okey dokey, I was pretty horny when writing this out, so if it sounds like an erotic fiction of graphicky goodness, and you're not into that, I apologize, ha haa... Please don't be offended by the colorful language (the horniness made my language a bit more explicit than I usually am outside of a sex situation). ^_^

I used to be a member of an online site called RoosterTeeth. It's just a place for gamers and fans of this webseries. Anyway, there was this guy who called himself BigBossSnake. He was a real jerk, a fat old liar. He was also very well built, very attractive, somebody lots of the guys admired and some of the girls had a thing for.

Me though? I couldn't stand him. I tried to be nice but he took that as me wanting to get some from him, he'd make public and private comments to and about me, how he'd want to bed me, we could meet up and have sex all day, etc etc. He was a real pig, in my eyes, and the more I saw him around the more I despised him.

Well eventually we had a really big blow-up, like a very nasty e-drama epic, it was ridiculous. My friend, another Asian female (I'm half Chinese, half Japanese, and Jen is 3/4 Chinese and 1/4 Japanese) would log onto my profile as a guest, and she and I would just have our silly anger wars with this BigBossSnake guy and a couple of his friends. I didn't cuss much, but Jen sure liked to lay into him with the F-bombs and calling him shithead and dickweed and all of that, and he'd kind of laugh but also call her a fucking bitch and a slut. it was ridiculous, and it was all online.

It finally came to a time where he left the site, and I eventually did as well, and I thought that was the end of him. But about a year or so later he sends me an email; I totally forgot we ever got along well enough that I gave him my email address, it must have been WAY in the beginning. But in any case, he emailed me out of the blue and apologized! I was pretty surprised, but it's like something of a weight was lifted, and I didn't feel so angry or hateful toward him. He then told me he'd be around the Bay Area - my neck of the woods - and asked if I wanted to meet up for coffee sometime that week. Mind, we never met in real life, only online, so that seemed insane to me, but it was public and during the day so no biggie, right? So I decided, sure, why not? I wasn't doing anything, and I'd feel better not being this hateful girl my whole life, like some kind of reform. I asked Jen if she wanted to join me, but she declined.

So I met with this BigBossSnake guy, and he turned out to be not only a charming guy, but he actually looked just like his pictures; in fact, even better in real life! What a charmer and a nice guy, I thought. He treated me like a lady, bought my coffee, we talked about those crazy hateful times, he admitted he was a total dick and didn't know why he had acted like that. I apologized too, and tried to apologize on behalf of Jen but he figured she still hated him, so oh well to that.

After a while of us chatting it started to get late - late being like 8pm - and I figured it was time to go, but he wanted to hang out for longer, so after coffee we had a little dinner and drinks. I didn't get drunk, this isn't going that direction, but I did start to feel something, some kind of pull, and it seemed that he felt it too. Not like we would be a nice couple, but it was a raw, animal attraction. At one point in our conversation, toward the end of the dinner date, he leaned in to my ear, passed his hand close to my ass, and whispered that his motel was close by and he wanted to take me back to his room.

After all the hateful bile I spat at him before, all my denials that he'd ever have any chance getting with me - we were online, after all, and I couldn't stand him, right? - what kind of nerve was that??

Evidently the right kind of nerve, because that man fucked me HARD that night! He was already stripping my top and bra off before the door to his room even closed. Mind, this was one of those really run down, shitty motels where the curtain is kind of thin and the walls even thinner, but the MOMENT we had any kind of privacy he was suckling my nipples and passing his hand down my pants. We ended up doing everything.

I sucked on his thick cock for what seemed like 20 minutes before he slid it in me and just fucked me like a stallion. He was GOOD. He fucked me missionary, he fucked me doggy, he fucked me cowgirl and reverse cowgirl. I got on my knees with my face down on the bed; I went face-down-ass-up. He even fucked me in the ass for a while. He made me cum at least half a dozen times. Usually when I have sex, I really have to concentrate to have an orgasm - concentrate on the feeling, concentrate on some emotion, fantasize about anything that would help; in those situations I say the guy HELPED me get to orgasm.

But not this guy. He MADE me cum, he fucked me so good and hard I didn't think, I COULDN'T think, I was moaning like a fucking whore and I didn't care. He finger-fucked me and ate out my pussy, and I sucked his cock and swallowed his cum. We must have gone at it for 3 hours at the least, and I was EXHAUSTED at the end, ended up staying the night in his bed. The following morning we fucked again.

I asked how long he was staying for, he said at least a few more days, so I told Jen my story and she was at first disgusted and shocked, then intrigued.

Two nights later, Jen and I went to meet up with BigBossSnake, aka Vince, and he fucked both of us so hard that day into the early evening. He definitely enjoyed fucking Jen, he kept saying things like "You still think I'm dick while you're sucking on it?" or "You like having my dick fuck your tight pussy?" and Jen LOVED it, she'd gasp out "yes yes" while moaning. He fucked her missionary and doggy too, and fingered her like he was punishing her. She sucked his cock and he gave her a facial, then we had a loud and nasty threesome, him fucking us both at once, then taking turns.

In the end, he got the better of us. The BigBossSnake who we both thought was such a loser ended up fucking both our brains out, made us cum like crazy and moan for more, and he jizzed down my throat as I willingly swallowed his hot load, and all over Jen's face and lips. He fucked both our pussies and ass, he ate us both out, and in the end he even slapped my ass and Jen's ass around, making the most rude comments about him fucking us good; but you know, I liked it. I liked it so much, it was the hottest sexual experience I've ever had, and I have to say it was probably so hot because I hated that bastard so much.

Since then, BigBossSnake/Vince has fucked Jen a few more times down in LA when he's visited, and he's fucked me every few months when he's in the Bay. I'm such a fucking slut, but I can't say no to that man's hot sexual powers, ha ha.

Even though I hate his fucking guts, I love sucking on and being fucked by his cock.

 

Ok---I'm taking notes...

'Act like a jerk online...'

'e-mail her...'

'apologize...'

'Meet somewhere...'

'Buy her coffee...'

'Be good looking...' ...oh crap! Never mind...


Seriously though----a very good story. Thank you for sharing.

 

I love looking down the unbuttoned tops that some young woman have if they bending forward or even if they shorter than me. Nice to see something that they don't realise I'm seeing without them noticing. But not large breasted types. The smaller the breast the more I enjoy looking.

 

Ha ha, wellll, at the time I was becoming more willing to explore my sexuality, so I'd say that helped it a bit. ^_~ Though of course nowadays I'm more lenient when it comes to sex (no relationship to speak of, so I'm free to do what I want, I just don't do it as often). But those first times with BigBossSnake opened my eyes and body a bit, and of course the second and third and fourth and fifth time as well... =p

 

Same, exact same boat. I cum a lot every day masturbating watching porn. She has no idea.

 

shaveddd everything down there tonight...feel really sexy about going out tonight and of course it enhances my size...I personally love to keep it smooth so that it's that much better when a girl's lips are wrapped around me...

 

I mainly fantasise about this guy that comes to my shop while Im having sex with my hubby. I just hope I don't scream out his name. I'm a Mrs Robinson too.

 

to test myself, I decided to go a week without having a orgasm. Just want to see if I could make it to next Thursday.

 

How did that work out for you? Were you able to do it?

 

Ok.....

I go to the gym three nights a week for a workout and afterwards I take a shower before going home. The gym is a YMCA and the showers are in one big room along all 4 walls. I usually dart in get my stuff down and get out quickly but the last three weeks there has been another girl on my same schedule and I have found myself very attracted to her, so attracted that I have been stealing glances of her as she stands nude in the shower. She has caught me looking a couple of times and responded with a smile and a quick look down to take in my body.
We have made some light conversation in the locker room and I do know she's married to a guy but still think she is interested in me. I haven't had a lot of experience and although I have had two situations with other women I really had considered my self straight or maybe bi. Anyway...that's my confession