Well said. There is nothing funny about committing suicide. All that shit she is doing she basically is committing suicide. You can't keep up that level of shit and excpect to be healthy. It's fucking retarded.
whooooooa guys calm the fuck down. first of all i am not suicidal in any fucking way i am probably one of the happiest nicest funnest people you will meet i come off as outgoing but i have a lot of feelings inside i dont portray to other people and im not going to take the word of anyone in a forum on the fucking INTERNET only fucking crazy people do that and i am far from crazy i appreciate the help but its not as bad as it sounds im just a little panicky ive been like this my whole life THAT is what i am trying to figure out a long term issue i have always had but im getting through it myself every day i get happier and less self conscious and the cloud in my brain is slowly lifting i dont use drugs regularly besides smoking weed and drinking i do hard drugs once or twice a month......ive done meth ONCE and i will never do it again its a disgusting vile drug and the feeling it gives you isnt even nice.... i dont know why i tried to talk about my problems on a fucking forum whrer all you mafuckas do is sit here and argue about retarted shit drugs probably make it worse but its not that noticeable AGAIN i have been like this my entire life......... THANKS ALOT YOU STUPID FUCKS
You think that you would be use to all the things that your doing but after a while your body starts to reject to every thing that your dont have to stop smoking ciggs and weed just lay off every thing eles that your doing. Thats the only thing that i really do ive tried most of the things that you do and i didnt like them. Its going to be hard but try till you cant do no more,
fuck you 420 why are you so damn rude. ALWAYS. who the fuck do you think you are to be so dissaproving of my lifestyle? stop trying to act like you know everything you are the type of person that i try to distance myself from and most other peope do too so if youve been wondering why you have a lack of friends that might be it im not going to take your bullshit "advice" because you have no fucking clue what your talking about your 18 hun and i doubt you have a degree in anything to do with psychology and i also doubt that you know anything about it
Sober up, read that again ^ and tell me I'm rude. I just speak the truth that you don't want to hear. Regarding my psychology knowledge, I am a psych major, but I guess I'll always be some preachy shmuck you don't want to hear from because I'm not going to sugar coat my responses so you don't feel bad about your poor decision making.
sober up...are you kidding..... wow. you really have a warped perception of the type of person i am and thats sad you really do know alot about psychology
I know what you are feeling Alexa I was there myself. Believe it or not. I went through severe depressions when I was using psychedelics and e and k on a regular basis. You will be ok, keep shining with the rainbow colors, it all melts into everything eventually anyway. You'll be ok, just know that there is bright tomorrows always, and that people do care
thanks buuut i dont use e and k on a regu8lar basis like i said only once or twice a month and that is the honest truth i have felt like this my entire life the drugs only intensify it on sketchy saturdays and sundays haha
I feel ya! I was just using my example, because for a while I was using E at least every day, and i nearly went completley insane. Im just telling you, life will mellow out and make sense as time slips by, you will grow older and more comfortable in your own skin. It took having a son for my WHOLE additude towards life to change, and even though I am now a single father and his mother is gone, I managed to find happyness in everything I do. I am still a little anti social, but I am working on that with love and appreciation and acceptance of everybody ok im sorry, END THREAD!
Every single one of your posts have been exclamation marks, CAPS, and curse words. You are the rude one, not me. After asking for help as you stated in your first post, you were given advice, and opinions from everyone in this thread. After everyone posted their thoughts you responded by saying: I think there are quite a few people looking for help in the mental health forum that are far from crazy. Again, degrading everyone on the forum who offered you their advice, which you ASKED for. Then, the icing on the cake, not only did you insult and degrade almost everyone on the HipForums, you ended your post with. You also stated that : I have a warped perception of you? Well, the only way I can perceive you is by the posting you've been doing on this forum which has bascially shown me that are an irresponsible, bitter girl who does a lot of drugs, and asks for help then shits on the people who were providing advice they thought you'd find valuable.
ok did you take into account that the reason i got mad and said all that shit is because i was told to commit suicide and do heroin???? no you didnt i was referring to those people i had no other reason to to say anyhting to anyone else and i wasnt you ASSUMED THAT was everyone not arguing about retarted shit??? why dont you go back and read i did take the advice of people that genuinly took their time to tell me they understood...... and yea i am a rude person when people act like idiots if you dont like how vile i am then stop talking to me
thanks again for your input i appreciate it alot i really do :d e fucks with your head so much when you do alot i dont like that feeling it just adds to my anxiety which is why i space it out i have seen how life mellows out over the years and my life still has a lot of mellowing out to do and i can definetly see that ........maybe one day soon ill have something in my life like you do right now although im not exactly parcial to kids lol
i have nothing else to say everytime i try to explain things it just makes it worse and you guys think worse of me...... somehow this actually managed to hurt my feelings a little..... sorry for freaking out im gonna go back to my real life now and get off this fucking forum i suggest all of you do too
If you want to talk I will listen. I won't think worse of you however it's much easier talking to someone who isn't freaking out. It's okay to freak out but in the end it doesn't help the situation.
Alexa.... if you ever wanna talk, pm me. I am not gonna judge you as I have done a lot of esctasy myself ... haven't rolled in four years and my brain is just starting to feel "normal" again so if you wanna talk to someone who's been there, feel free.
