Many months ago, this girl started talking to me, she was flirting with me a lot and at first I didn't really care because I thought it was just a joke (I usually joke around a lot with people). Soon enough, she told me she was gay, I thought she was attractive before but I didn't really think that I had a shot because I had liked straight women before and it has gone TERRIBLE for me. We started talking and we both liked each other, we both had an online dating experience once and only that, nothing in real life (don't judge). We held hands at first and then we starting just kissing, later on she told me she lost her ex, meaning they stopped talking for a while. She was scared that she was gonna fuck it up with me and she didn't want to lose me. I told her I was always going to be there for her and everything. Later on we started making out a lot, and one night I really wanted to ..You know, nothing happened. Anyway, then she told me she loved me, but we still weren't going out because she was scared and she was going to go away for three months. Things got a bit.. hostile or well, things weren't the same because she was very quiet and I put pressure and well. One day she told me nothing was gonna happen between us and I should move on, she never explained why and I've been in pain for weeks now. I think I'm falling in love with her, I wrote her a letter and made a collage with some pics of us and stuff she likes. I want to wait for her because I really love her and she says I don't know her enough for that. I don't know what to do or why she made that decision. Btw, i'm giving her what I made so she reads it when she goes. Also, she's in the closet and I'm not so people rumor what's going on
On the one hand, and please understand that this is no judgment but rational thought, it was internet. I can still remember when I was younger and had my one time internet girlfriend. Let's just say I thought I knew her but I was wrong. What I'm getting at is that you and this chicka barely know each other, at least not in the fullest sense of the word. On the other, if you both feel that way about each other and she does actually love you, give her time and treat her well and she will come back to you. Don't give a rat's ass about what other people think when it comes to the relationship being rumored around. If you two want each other then do it chicka. Edit: Sorry if ya'll really don't want dudes postin' in here. I just wanted to help out. Peace n' Love
I don't think you get it, we both know each other in real life, we go to the same college and stuff. I meant the only 'relationship' experience we had was online but we know each other irl
Her ex left her, so she might think you'll do the same, which is why she is pushing you away. If you try too hard to get her back, it could push her further away. If I was in your position, I would try to just be her friend. She might come around, she might not.
Do you really think it's that? I kind'a thought it was because she was scared or something. She keeps telling me to move on but I know she still has feelings for me. She's going abroad very soon, do you think I should give her what I made? It says somewhere I made it because I wanted her to know what she meant to me but I'm aware of her decision. She made the first move everytime and out of nowhere she backed out. I'm not really sure what to do. Should I wait until she comes back? We had discussed that things could happen after she returned but that was before she told me to move on. I really don't know what to do!
Sorry for the double post but I asked her if she used me and she said no. But a few days later we had a discussion and she told me I shouln't have believed what she said about her loving me. And we were talking just fine on Saturday and we looked at each other and I could still kind'a see that she had feelings for me or I'm just confused, idk.
