help me not do something ill regret

my fav. tool song.

for you ganja (where were you???!) and for the line of "fuck all you junkies and fuck your short memories"

 

oh haha forgot the link

http://youtube.com/watch?v=K-P8yn4YuPA&feature=related


hhb im down with that. i just gotta make sure i gotta place to go when i get back and how to get there n all.

 

Ænima a work of art

 

im listening to my fav. marley song now before i pick them up.

i have no idea what to say but im asking my higher power (truly) to guide me.


http://youtube.com/watch?v=p7pAvbjChQM


and yeah that's a great tool song. it fits a lot and it truly (TRULY!!) IS a work of art.

 

pretty much at this point in time, LA can be replaced with USA and it all still seems to fit

 

when i first heard the song. for a while i didnt know it was about LA i thought it was WAS about the the us in general.. til D was like "hunnie, it's about la"

oh saaaa NAP

yeah it fits.

 

Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this

Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.

Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.

It's a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.

Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.

Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this

Silly shit, stupid shit...

One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.

Learn to swim.

Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be.

Learn to swim.

Fuck L Ron Hubbard and
Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.

Learn to swim.

Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.

Learn to swim.

Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.

Learn to swim.

Cuz I'm praying for rain
And I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna watch it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.

Time to bring it down again.
Don't just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.

I can't imagine why you wouldn't
Welcome any change, my friend.

I wanna see it all come down.
suck it down.
flush it down.

 

this is the vid. i have on dvd

http://youtube.com/watch?v=uCEeAn6_QJo

 

Here ya go....

LS

so she gets drugs from a known junkie by her own admission and expects this person to care more about her than their habit?

LS

Okay here she admits to shooting up but in other posts she says she does not shoot up and there was some posts about sharing needles with these people but was told the needles were clean and now she doubts the needles to be clean (I cant seem to find these posts or quoted replies odd)

LS

Makes this reply to a person wishing she could work things out with Dan in regards to him having enough of her adiction.

LS

But she claimed to share needles and that she did shoot up, is there so much use that she cant keep straight the things she did and did not do?

LS

So ignoring everyone who see's her posts, hears her voice, lives with her ect is a matter of "stubborn" and not something else?

LS

Was it not just a short time ago that she was "On it"? telling us about her cooking getting her through and ect? Seems self help is not going to get the job done.

LS

But she claimed to share needles and to shoot up so whats with this?

LS

So here she says she shot up and got beat by junkies but she has it under control.

 

yer wrong. i shot up one time. two days ago. i posted about it once.


it was something i never wanted to do but i NEVER wanted to deny it. prove it. find a post or thread. i dare you. it wont happen.

so im out.

i gotta go for real.


but that's fucked up. cause it's not the truth and i couldnt even read the rest of your post. i couldnt. i like validity.

 

All my quotes came from your posts from threads "HAHAHA it keeps getting "better"" (started 1:30PM today) and "help me not do something I might regret" (started 3:27PM today) and "OMG I quit" (started 3:55pm today)

Its easy for a mod to delete posts and replies too as it has been brought up by Dilli and HHB in other threads over this issue about you again.

As for your use of used needles it was there and the replying party knows it was there.

All this points to one thing....

YOU ARE OUT OF CONTROL AND NEED REAL HELP!

 

Wow, Lucky - you are fucked up.

One day you seem okay and doing really well, then the next you don't make any sense and you can tell your brain is scrambling just from reading your posts.

You. Need. Help.

Please. Get. Help.

Now.

 

The only proof I have is your posts (the truth of the post is if your lie or not)

Your started a post today at 1:58PM titled "maybe SHE did'nt rip me off" On the 4th page of the posts you state at 3:15PM

People who cared replied back to your post

After this you ignored the thread for whatever reasons.

 

Sad,but fascinating.It's horrible watching a fellow human go through this.I hope she can get this done correctly.You never know,I guess.

 

jus chill lay back smoke spliff
everything is irie

 

i've maybe deleted two or three threads i created in the year or so ive been a mod.

DO YOU KNOW (SERIOUSLY) HOW MANY PEOPLE MAKE THREADS ALL THE TIME AND ASK ME TO DELETE THEM???

HAHAHA. AND DUMB SHIT TOO. BUT I DO IT OUTTA RESPECT FOR THE AUTHOR. I RARELy!! DELETE MY THREADS.

BUT THE TWO OR THREE TIMES I HAVE. YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT KNOW IT ALL (NO OFFENSE BUT YOU GUYS DO THINK YOU KNOW IT ALLLLl!!!) FUCKING CALL ME OUT AND ACT LIKE IM DELETING THREADS ALL THE TIME. STOP EXAGERRATING AND GROW UP.

 

AND WHY THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE FUCKING LIEING? I HATE LIARS. I HATE LIARS.

THE TWO OR THREE THREADS I DELETED... UM I WAS BEING ATTACKED AND COULDNT DEAL WITH THE DRAMA BUT TWO OR THREE PEOPLE ACT LIKE I DELETE THREADS ALL THE TIME. WHAT LIARS.

 

AND WHAT THREAD DID I IGNORE NOTHING?

AND DONT BUY INTO PEOPLE'S BS THAT I DELETE THREADS. I DELETE MORE THREADS FOR PEOPLE THAT I WONT CALL OUT CAUSE I DONT NARC PPL OUT THEN I EVER!! DID FOR MINE.

WHAT THREAD DID I IGNORE?

MAYBE I HAVE A LIFE AND FRIENDS AND A HUSBAND AND YOU KNOW.... FORGOT OR DIDNT SEE. I DIDNT IGNORE SHIT.

 

LuckyStripe

i'm hardly ever posting in Random Thoughts ... but now wanted to throw in a thought right here.

Maybe the most valid lesson in life is to learn to not take it as drama, and not make it so either.

We are not victims. Llife is not really a soap opera either.

It is a wonder ... damn it took me a long way (and still does ) to see ... it's shere miracle each and every day, and simple ... and even as I age in years, it becomes so more and more.

Take care ... much Love

 

thanks.
i mean it.