I'm 19 years old and I want to be able to completely disregard women. But I can't, because I've never had sex, or even any kind of sexual contact with a girl, Ive never even kissed a girl in my life. But my desire to bury my penis into a vagina is becoming overwhelming, and masturbation just doesn't cut it. This is like torture to me because I know I'm not getting laid any time soon. Anytime I see a girl, I undress her in my mind and imagine having sex with her. Even seeing something remotely sexy is enough to get me thinking sexually, like seeing a girl in leggings or yoga pants. But I don't want women in my life, because it seems like success with women is equal to spending half of your life working to create a giant illusion, something vastly tiring and annoying, while sacrificing your own true self and your own interests. We construct our lives around nest-building. We're like male birds building nests and showing them off to attract mates. It's pathetic. Guys, think about how much of what we do is for the purpose of attracting girls. We're no different than the animals on the Discovery Channel. We must engage in competitions of dominance in order to gain access to fertile females. It is a f***ing sh** deal. Oscar Wilde once said "if women didn't exist, all the money in the world would have no value." He's right The only reason girls even matter to me is because of that stupid in-built biological baby making mechanism- ie my sex drive. If I could somehow get rid of that, I would feel no concern whatsoever towards the opposite sex. Someone needs to invent a drug which has no hormonal imbalance side-effects but is able to erase a man's sex drive and attraction to women. It would increase productivity rates to incredible heights. I'd be free and happy. I'd feel complete. Is there any safe way for me to remove my sex drive and sexual attraction to women?