Hello, From A Multimedia Artist

I am a Multimedia Artist by career and passion. I identify as Sentient Timespace Traveler.

I recognize no structures or hierarchies such as: Nations, Governments, Companies, Armies, Military structures, Corporate Owners and Executives, wages, banks, Capitalism, Wealth Hoarders, etc.

My interaction with these structures is pure Method Acting, pure Survival Instinct.

My life's work is being archived here [vladmotchoulski.blogspot.com]

I am a peaceful person, a tranquil being of forest and water in my soul. If angered or provoked, I can quickly get defensive and mean, but I am introverted, peaceful, and shiny if left to my own devices.

I have a long detailed history I will not share at this time. As a general guide line, there are people who I agree with, and people who I disagree with, and it is pretty clear cut who is who and on what side, from my perspective. I will make a list below of the two categories, and perhaps this will paint a clearer picture of me. Take care.

People I disagree with:

--- Donald Trump ---
--- *Chuck Lukritz*, live person, living person, middle aged man, a company General Manager, Auto Truck Group, Bartlett, IL, a suburb of Chicago.
--- Adolf Hitler ----
--- The Biblical Satan --- as told by the Bible. I do not believe in this particular book, but to each his own.
--- The Devil --- or the force synonymous with
---- Murderers
--- Rapists
---- Cowards
--- Psychopaths
---- Psychokillers
--- Hell, or the concept of, as we think of it.


People I agree with, either in life philosophy or Artistic Style

--- Stephen Hawking ---
--- Elon Musk ---
--- Isaac Asimov ---
--- Spock ---
--- Leonardo da Vinci ---
--- Jimi Hendrix ---
--- Jackson C. Frank ---
--- Nick Drake ---
--- Anika Serrette --- contemporary, my partner
--- Jared Deinlein --- contemporary, friend
--- Wiccan Rede ---
--- Shamans ---

 

Welcome! Love how jimi is there!

 

Your introductory thread here is very interesting....Hello, nice to see you!

 

interesting and rather odd
I guess we are complete opposites because your "disagree with" list is my "agree with" list!!! (bring back the rolling eyes smily)


so is this listing supposed to give us an idea of what you believe or feel??
WTF is with that"?
why not just jump in on some conversations and allow us to get to know you as we converse with you.
fuck these lame "criteria" you are trying to impose on anyone who may wish to converse with you.
you make it sound as if you are somehow special and unique because you "agree" with some folks/ideas and "disagree" with others, pretty much the same as every other living person on the planet.

So tell us more about Chuck and why you disagree with him.

and welcome to Hip forums, I'm sure you will fit right in.



spock......LOL

 

I am a tiny piece of a much greater struggle.. Regressive Barbarism vs. Enlightened Secular Progress..

I must admit, one Starred name was posted out of Anger due to events in the Private Sector... so don't take it personally whatever.

My Digital Archive is here [vladmotchoulski.blogspot.com]

Some wish to become Master... or Guru... I choose to remain Ignorant Student for the time being, for I still like my ego sometimes, and sometimes I like material wealth and comfort, but I'm not overly concerned by it.

My major life goal is to obsessively train my Music, Art, and Literature abilities, as you will find in the Archive above.

On the topic of Chuck...

I believe he is a talented man, a talented manager... but he appears to be a Traditional Capitalist. Thinking this, I over-extended myself and over-commited myself at a warehouse job, resulting in great stress and emotional turmoil. All my efforts Year 2014 were in vain. My raise at the end of that year (2014) was pathetic and insulting. I already have a history and predisposition towards Mental Illness. This tiny raise caused a Complete Emotional Breakdown... from which I did not start recovering until Autumn 2015.

And so he is now my implied enemy. He caused great pain to me... a tranquil creature of Forest and Water (in my soul).
I am not so aggressive as to retort back with unstoppable vengeance, but I am not so passive as to let his actions go unnoticed and unrecorded.

He also had a long pattern of odd behavior towards me. Sometimes he was condescending and mean. Sometimes he was nice and gave compliments. And he cycled in and out of these two states. Public compliment and acknowledgement... private condescension, intimidation.

Now, I don't want the guy hurt or killed or to suffer but I just want to record the Pain he caused to Me.

 

On a further note:

If the Words and Actions of Chuck Lukritz - General Manager of Auto Truck Group, Bartlett, IL in the Brewester Creek Industrial Park...

If they resulted in a potential suicide attempt of myself (it got near that point; mind you) could we or someone attempt to file harassment charges versus him?

Imagine if I did kill myself during my Times of Distress... could we retroactively file Murder Charges vs. Chuck Lukritz?

I am not a Student of Law. I do not understand much about it. Only that this man hurt me Terribly, and Irreparably.

Again, that is Chuck Lukritz. General Manager of Auto Truck Group. He manages the Bartlett, IL location.

I would be very content even if there were no Legal Case against Chuck Lukritz. If people who read my work, listen to my music, or see my art... if they were to know that Chuck Lukritz is a terrible human being... that is enough emotional cadence for me to recover.

 

uhmmm. no. just because you didn't get a raise you thought you were entitled to doesn't give you any rights to sue anyone over it.
as for his treatment of you, sounds like most supervisors/managers.


if something like a poor job review can send you into a suicidal state, you have a lot more pressing problems than good ole' Chuck.
He is simply the thing you want to point blame at.


Maybe you should consider the slanderous remarks you are making about him, giving his place of employment, position, home town, etc, Chuck actually can sue your ass a lot more and with better cause considering the slanderous remarks you are publishing on a public forum and are in fact committing libel, which is the publication of defaming a persons character or reputation in print or media.
so while you wonder about the viability of a lawsuit against Chuck, you are providing him with a solid case against you.

Your not a very bright person are you?

 

checked your blog.
this line alone informs me you are operating under delusional ideas.

"I find it fascinating that, during more Primitive Times, of times of more harmonious, Naturalist, and agrarian Civilizations... the weekly sum of hours spent in economic labor of the Common Adult was much, much less than what we experience today."

LOL....... primitive peoples pretty much spent ALL their waking hours trying to secure resources.

where do you come up with this stuff, certainly not reality.


your music and art is nice though

 

Wow

#teamchuck

 

This is lame, you're posting someone's name and location on an online forum without them knowing about it.
If I had a people I disagree with list (which I don't, since I'm not in 6th grade), you'd totally be on it.

 

Legal disclaimer says all I do is 100% fiction and so it is.

I'm not concerned with creating more than Multimedia Art.

Not all Multimedia Art will be harmonious with all people of Greater Society. Some people may like my art. Some people may not like my art. That is irrelevant, and none of my business. My only concern is continuing Art Production, and immediate Personal Safety.

But... as it stands my posts run at Fiction at a rate of 100% in the many, many English legal disclaimers I have produced.

In either regard... he is on record in my memory of discussing Marijuana while I was clocked in to Company Time. I was in his office at the time. I felt weird at the time.

He even asked me if I had any, or implied that I would, or should... I am on record for having passed any and all Drug Tests for this job. I am on record for receiving a 3 star or 4 star employment reviews in any and all categories at all times.

Fiction cannot be slander anyway.

I guess the baseline is... this individual threatened my feeling or security regarding... my immediate Personal and Psychological Safety... while I was clocked into the clock... on official Company Time.

Now, do I care about this at all? No. This job pays peanuts. I can get a data entry job anywhere and only suffer a tiny pay cut, back to starting level. As far as that individual... he has hurt a lot of people. He has hurt many employees and may have rubbed many people the wrong way. I'm only a messenger I've no quarrel.

 

The starting point was that he posed a threat, or the feeling of a threat... to my personal and psychological safety while on company time. Any text I may or may not have posted since this event may have been symptoms of my Bipolar Type I diagnosis. He knows what he did. The whole world will know what he did.

Prior to this singular event... this odd, creepy, dark feeling of being Threatened... of feeling Scared, Unsafe... I had no quarrel with this individual. But I'm not just going to take it like a little bitch anymore. I'm fighting back this time. Whatever happens, happens. I'm not backing down. Not giving up an inch. Not a centimeter, not a millimeter, ah hell, not one god damn fucking Planck.

Never.

Come at me, bro.

BTW, I appreciate the comment above complimenting my art and music. I am just a peaceful being who sometimes has mental inconsistencies. I do not wish to train Hyper Realism painting in the style of contemporary polymath Jared Deinlein [www.jareddeinlien.com]. I wish to continue training surreal Dreamscapes, oddly bent angles, dimensions, etc. Someday I wish to peacefully transfer these patterns to Oil on Canvas.

 

so if I'm understanding this, Chuck asked you about weed while you are clocked in at work and THAT made you feel threatened for your personal and psychological safety???

Vlad, as I said, it appears you have far deeper problems to concern yourself with than Chuck.


and if it's all just fiction as you are "legally disclaiming", then why the hell are so so obviously upset over fictitious events???

 

Hi Vlad! Do you have east european roots? Just wondering!

Yeps they surely spent more time on the primary needs than we now have to. But it is most likely, esp. when in their routine, they took there time for it too. It was slow paced, less stress overall. Of course now we work hard so we can do all kinds of stuff in our 'free time' This may also have to do with that there wasn't much else to do back then, which in return made people just take their sweet time for the things they did have to do. Sounds not so bad, if you don't know better.

 

actually that sounds like a lot of romanticized assumptions/notions concerning how things were in the past.
let's not forget that life was so hard for the majority of humans time here that up until the last century the average lifespan was maybe 40.

what you may call "slow paced" could also be due to malnutrition and low energy levels overall due to poor diet and remember throughout large swaths of history, alcohol was the main and safest thing to drink, so not only malnutrition, but folks being half drunk all the time.

The only times that society or civilization has propelled forward was times when basic needs were being met to the point that other endeavors could be pursued. Up until the industrial revolution, slavery is what made that extra free time available for art and science to exist.

 

That people had less free time doesn't mean they had more stress or a bad time doing what they had to do. I'm not talking about the unlucky people here. I'm talking about normal people living their normal lifes in more primitive times. Lack of free time, art and science (whatever that last thing means, if they're using a campfire and a cart they already have science technically ) does not equal unhappiness. Definitely not in a time where those things were not as big of a part of life as now, and they were oblivious to it.

 

Update April 14, 2016.

I have since returned to a more Tranquil mental state after a painful time with a previous employer. If something with legal or criminal implications did occur... I must now let it go. And so I have. I choose to let it all go. The chapter of my life regarding this employer is now permanently closed. With this blessing to all free thinking Artists and Free Spirits:

Blessed be the Mindful Artist
Cosmic Spirit, mind and Soul
Money flows and rolls and tumbles
Still the Archive always Knows


And I release Rage, Hatred, and Anger with this song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXKxr8NXgpA

I am now slowing down all mental processing and resuming a tranquil introverted life. This is now all behind me. Current goals revolve around Classical Piano studies and Coal Pencil / Graphite Studies, along with casual study of Audio Engineering, Mastery, and Production.

 

My final life review concerning this employer tells me that, while somewhat beneficial for life structure and discipline, such kind of labor (warehouse, physical, grueling conditions, all weather out door conditions, frantic work pacing, maniacal bosses who wan more, more and more...) is detrimental to my health beyond Age 28. Now, I do have certain conditions that may or may not apply because I believe the human body and mind are mutable; events come and go, seasons change, and so do symptoms and ideas. My condition or conditions may be described as:

Bipolar Type I

PTSD - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Borderline Personality Disorder - Probably of the "quiet" variety where I function as normal and build up stress and tension over time, until it calls for release, usually through cathartic art or media production, that's not necessarily up to my own standards, more so as a therapy session. Contemporary psychologists don't all agree on this one. Some believe it is just a derivative of PTSD.

Grueling physical labor, while nice as a temporary economic structure, is not sustainable into the age 30 - 36 bracket. Perhaps this can serve as a Psychological Study for individuals similar to myself. We go through certain "eras" of life, where what we did at one time cannot be the same as what we do at another. My current cycle reads that, aside from my personal Art and Music endeavors, and my polymath independent study programs, my "job" within this Capitalist Hierarchy must change every 2 or 3 years. And it must never be a managerial job. Beyond Common Year 2016, it must never be a physical labor job. I must not have authority of any kind in any company structure because I believe I am extremely nonconformist and so I must actually "feel like" doing something before I actually do it. I must also not be pressured or coerced into taking on more "job" duties and responsibilities than what I originally signed up for. An at-will Employment job within this Capitalist Hierarchy is preferred. Then I can simply say "I resign," walk out of the building, and drive home, with no impending repercussions of any kind, whatsoever.

The Art of Resigning (or Quitting) is a delicate one. This is my 3rd or 4th go at it. I think 5 or 6 more attempts will be necessary before reaching Competent Status. Perhaps I shall reach Master status around the Age 36 - 40 bracket, during which I expect to be more stable and wise. Until now, I will keep on training this Art of Resignation as it pertains to Capitalist Structure and Hierarchy.