well, you know, one of the things i find primarily aggravating is that for every cup size you gain in your bra, people treat that as 10 points less iq you have. and if you're pretty and happy, too, by god, the you must be an idiot bimbo. men and women alike. i enjoy talking to people more online because they can't see me and make assumptions about my intelligence level...then, once people get an idea of who i am, i show them what i look like. they tend to be invariably surprised. i must admit, i enjoy their shock. at the same time, my face at rest, like when i'm thinking or just zoning out, tends to look angry. so people get the wrong impression then, too. i've learned to school my expressions into that of pleasantness (which sometimes gives me a headache, holding it, my big ol' cheeks are very heavy.) i'm a bundle of miscues, i guess. but last night, thinking about how i'm frequently treated like a helpless moron while people talk to my breasts or stare at my face, i began to ponder the concept of "penis envy." and it's not so much that i want a penis, i just want people to treat me the way i feel inside, which would be, in the classifications of our current societal standards, as a man, and a fairly homely one at that.
poor skin, thin, greasy hair, bad teeth. rather like steve buschemi, which is probably the reason he's #1 on my gimme list and i find him so attractive.
no, that's how i see me. sometimes i feel like a gigantic queen in a short female body, most times i interact like steve buschemi. dry, sarcastic, marginalized, unattractive. i get so wrapped up in how i see myself that it causes a bit of static in how other people perceive me.
im sure that's how people could see your personality but there is no way you look like steve.:H i saw a movie when he was young and he was actually cute.
I heard he is the voice of Templeton in Charlotte's Web... I can't wait. Yeah as a man I'd be a better looking Steve.
I think it'd be interesting to be a guy for a day... see what it's like to walk the world from a guy's point of view, just for kicks...
Oh hell yes. I do NOT want to be a man, but if I could for one day just to experience it, I absolutely would!
I feel this way a lot of the time. if abd when given the real life option i would change mtyself to female in a,omute i want to be a girl so bad sometime's it hurts! Not to have been born the way it was suppose to be female oh well Jay Femm name Suzy Ann!
always wondered that if i was being born in a female body, would i still be transgendered? i have no clue :s, ow well i'm young and time will tell, like they say :--)
