hate is so strong you feel it in your bones muscles get tense the vessels condence and you sit in stillness breathing calming down after a while it appears hate isnt real why do so many see it as real? life isnt even real why dont we see.... we are nothing but we are everything i am you but you are me we are nothing and it's all not real sitting the sadness comes, it's too much to take the breathes dont come this time they used to be so shallow it's still there, in the skin it remembers but why? why must it happen- for us all to see saying "nothing" means nothing what other word? there is none (of course) the skin still feels it a failure a joker the smiles, dont come but it's okay there is ......
