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check out henry miller! yuh will love him

 

yeah just dropped in again...great link thanks.

 

in my youth i was too young to be a hippy but too old to be a punk. i was inbetween ...but allot of time passed and allot of other things went on....i became an artist and musician....(not a very good muso)...but not a bad artist.
all i crave now id healing ...i did allot of damage on the way to this moment...something i am trying to address.want to see my self portrate? http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?t=461364.
this is how i feel sometimes...yeah...opps that did not work anyway.....you can see some of my art there anyway.

 

yeah . might write something about me so anyone who is interested can get to know me a little.
I am an artist.i love to make pictures. I am also a qualified homoeopath. And massuse.
I got sick and am trying to get better. I have made allot of progress. I work with 3 healers .two of native American origion and persuasion.
I am addicted to pharmaceutical medications . of which I am trying to get off currently.its a long slow journey of out of these drugs.
I have some help but mostly im doing it on my own little by little.
The main drug im addicted to as called Abilify. its really bad.its doing damage to me and allot of others.
I do believe I have allot more to give in the area of healing and helping others. In fact I feel like im just starting.
I meditate every day x 2 .i am a vedic meditator .i was trained in tm.
I live in a war zone. Where its spookey quiet for periods of time than all hell breaks loose.
Ummm…I am involved an abstinence from mind expanding /healing substances currently for 6 months to two years for personal reasons.
I believe I could be a good healer. I am deeply interested in psychedelic healing research. And guys like neil goldsmith and terrance mckannea
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I love vegetarian food….stimulating film…dance and just about all the arts.
Im an arts freak I guess.
Oh theres allot to me…im like a layered human being…..i can be very outward going and social but essentially im pretty introspective. I actually do not wish it to be different.
Im about to have some dinner ild post some more.
in other words im really well but have some issues. its going to take me a year or two to sort this out.

 

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welcome to our house hum

 

oh thanks....i will write some more soon....

 

your welcome.are ya movin in?

 

Hi Roamy!:love: & Welcome Humm843

 

:seeya:ranger:love:xxxxxxxx:coffee:ie:

 

coffee & pie! a girl after my own heart!:love::grouphug:

 

enjoy!ranger. wheres mama? have'nt seen her around here for a while.abs is missin' for ages to.:grouphug:

 

MamaP seems to be hanging out over at Aeri's Virtual retreat

 

humm.....i woke up this morning in a kinda nerve pain...my medication is damaging my nerves. i am eating lots of multi vits ..homoeopathy..some selected herbs and multi vits plus and ok diet(not great but best i can do). just am having trouble settling into my meditation after i post this i will try again.thanks for the greeting .its nice to know theres people round who are caring and open to talking. im ok today just a bit nervous inside.....however my heart is bleeding for gaza...i think this is just disgusting...again. and again and again.
on a brighter side i have started to grow more herbs and flowers. i have a great colius plant in fact several..i have this great dark crimson one. so thats good.
i have a big sage plant. i like to smoke that. its early morning and i got a busy day comming up....thanks for being here ..will post again.

 

Hi humm.I also have to take a medication similar to Abilify...It's called "Olanzapine"...You've probably heard of it...It's another "atypical" medication.I am also having some problems with it...There is the weight gain issue...also it makes me feel lethargic and cramps my motivation...Unfortunately I really need to take it as without it I really do get quite ill...But I wish you success with your own journey in trying to come off your medications.

 

i work nites, it would be like the average person putting a pot on and then go put on their pajamas.

 

What's wrong with that?

 

That reminds me...What I really need is a nice pair of cotton pajamas.

 

Doesn't everyone fall asleep each night with half a cup on the nightstand by the bed?:coffee::coffee::coffee: What do ya mean 'gateway drug'? lol

 

Hello all, I'm new to the forums and while searching around I found this hippie house. I just knocked on the door to say hi and see if I chill around the fireplace with you all and get to know you.

 

"Hi humm.I also have to take a medication similar to Abilify...It's called "Olanzapine"...You've probably heard of it...It's another "atypical" medication.I am also having some problems with it...There is the weight gain issue...also it makes me feel lethargic and cramps my motivation...Unfortunately I really need to take it as without it I really do get quite ill...But I wish you success with your own journey in trying to come off your medications."

oh you take Zyprexa...yes i know that one. for me i was puton abilify without knowing what it was in a hospital after episode that looked like a suicide attempt...however it was not at all. long story. but i was on it with 2 other meds for about 3 years before i started to understand something about these meds.
i understand your situation however i am not in a essential situation with it...basically i have adhd. i use to have ocd before i did massive cognitive behaviour work....and got older...ocd gets better with age...it peaks in the early 30s.so they say.
ummm..yes its a real journey off medication. the withdrawels are terrible of abilify even in tiny cuts .i heard a story of some one who because of their insurance running out had to stop cold.....what they described just was terrible.
currently i am going through a number of big life changes.
i wish to heal and wish to become an aprentace healer. but thats at least 2 years off.
people around me sometimes (or well most of the time)can not understand what i am doing.
because some of the issues facing me are so big i tend to get overwelmed but im my case i now know to take things little steps at a time...thats how great things are done ...little by little.
what is the problem you take the Zyprexa for?..if im not being too personal.
no worries if you can not answer.
but you see im pretty open and i have no shame regarding my situation. sometimes my candor gets things very vulnerable for me. so dont think i expect any other person to do as i.
hmmm thinks i will go have a beer.soften the edges...or is it a slight blurr...lol
thanks for the post...much appreciated.
humm