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Thanks for sharing the caring Mama...You're an angel...

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XBIfOFtmmM"]Dinosaur Jr - Out There video - YouTube

 

Good Morning Boys and Girls,

I hope every one is having a great weekend

 

Rita just handed me a hot fresh cuppa and it's a great moorning.

 

Who's Rita...I'd like to meet er...

 

She's my SO. She and Shmeless grew up togeather. Unfortunately she spends her time on FB with her daughters. I'll pass the message along.

 

I've just picked an entire washing basket of apples from our little tree, I've never seen such a harvest from our tree. I think it's because of all the rain. They are beautiful apples, hardly any with worms. I'm now preparing them all for freezing because they are cooking apples and we don't want to have to move them in the "raw" state. I cook them up with lemon juice and some of our own honey and we have desserts for the whole winter.

 

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Today sucks. Infact everyday since the 6th of August has just sucked.

Need excitement in my life. Need something, anything.... Guidance even. People keep making me feel happy and then disappearing and not speaking to me again.... The person I considered to be my bloody soul mate has disappeared with no explanation, I was obviously wrong there, I've had no human contact for weeks... Ergh.

Sorry I'm gunna go hide under a rock.

 

Actually ignore that life doesn't suck as bad as I thought it did!

Who wants to party??

 

Quick change artist.....



I can't figure out why I'm so drained today... my eyes are closing and getting all out of focus just sitting here. Could be the meds but they never did this before. And yes, I'm taking them as prescribed.

Anyways, I hooked those DCM speakers up in the studio. Those things darn near flattened me when I heard the detail those things produce... There's shyt in songs that I know very well that I've never heard before. Holy Crap Batman! :2thumbsup:

 

MamP, remember you are a whole person, complete and marvelous, you are unique and creative. You'll always have a best friend in BabyP, she will be your inspiration and at times your guide.

You will have us here, time and distance is relative. There is always someone here. You can always pm if there's no one home but in the forums.

I'm in and out a lot. I have a busy life but try to spend as much time as I can here. Dont ever feel like you have no one, you do. You have all of us, that's more that a lot of folks have .

(((((Mama)))))

 

Wow Ty, I wish I had some speakers like that. I have none at all, they stopped working last week.. I can't listen to the sounds when they're playing. I know most of them by heart but it's not the same.

 

Thanks shameless, I feel okay now, I took it out on my house and glad I did because now its clean for once :sunny: I can only clean properly when I'm angry and that doesnt happen a lot

But yeah, my partner stood me up on wednesday, didnt show for our night out we planned and hasn't contacted me since...and my family went away but decided not to tell me until today...4 days into their getaway that me & babyp clearly werent wanted at.
Tis alright, I'm fairly used to it, but some days i get so angry that if I don't lock myself in and clean I'd end up outside parliament with a chainsaw or something, I tend not to get angry because I'm holding in emotions from hundreds of years ago and it wouldn't end very peacefully, I prefer happy and peaceful and calm! And breathe...

 

^^^That goes for me too.^^^:love:

 

:love: ranger!

Right, mamas decided that she is 100% dreading her hair. bring it on! Need some kind of change

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCgzX7vwlFk"]David Bowie Changes with lyrics - YouTube

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Di2d7-rsdUI"]Radiohead - Anyone Can Play Guitar - YouTube

 

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