Well I'm generaly the girl that always finds something wrong with life.............. I've really always considered myself a hippie but I'm not sure I've always known exactly what that ment. I just moved to Tallahasse Florida and I don't know anyone so that means no friends but I think I'm finially begining to accept things for what they are. I'm done rushing things that take time, and I'm also tired of focusing on only what I don't have. I was in the park today just sitting on the grass and reading drop city and listening to my mp3 player and everything just sort of clicked. I was listening to the song blister in the sun by the violent femmes and I had a moment and I had to dance. I may have looked crazy but I was happy. I really want this feeling to last. I like it and I feel free and I feel like it's ok to be alone and I feel like it's ok to just be free. Like I don't have to have the typical group of peeps I run to "hang" with every day. I'm really OK with just being by myself because I think I like myself.
Thats awesome. It's a good feeling, isnt it? Just don't expect things to always be peaceful and perfect- live has its cycles but it seems like you are on a great path. BTW, moments where you just "HAVE" to get up and dance in public when no one else is dancing are amazing.
