Guys who like to be fucked. Dildos vs. the real thing

I've had a couple of chances for a bi experience but the setting just wasn't right for me. The first guy really wanted to suck me off but he wanted to kiss and make out too and I'm not into doing that with a guy. But if I had said give me the bj but no kissing, he would have and I wish now I had told him to.
The second chance I had, my wife and I were playing with another couple 4 to the bed and the other guy was bi.
If it had been just me and him, I'm pretty sure we would have at least sucked each other, he had a nice cut cock and wasn't too big which is exactly what I want.
The first bi experience my wife had, it was just her and the other girl, she didn't want an audience and I'm the same way, if there's a second time then the girl(s) can watch....

 

Years ago while out on a job site I came across a bubbly lady a little thick but still attractive. She brought me to her place and we talked a bit. She said she was a dom in training and wanted try a few things and I said yes. Clothes pins....omg dont do it. It hurt like hell. Thought I seen stars. Then tied up. Then licked her pussy. She wasnt interested too much with my cock. Then started pushing a vibrator in my ass and told me not to release. It never happen before but I came and was scolded. Then the ice dildo. I dated her for 3 months when it started getting old. I'm glad I had the experience. I like to explore.

 

I have only had one real one. It was wonderful. My wife does peg me with a Doc Johnson Kong. She wore me out last night. So intense. I long for another real one and would live a regular who I could BB with. I want to feel hot cum shooting in my ass. We just can't find someone to be a steady third.

 

I was lucky to have found a guy five years ago for mutual sucking which has led to some amazing foursomes now that both our wives are fully involved. Pegging is pleasurable for both my wife and I but having Tom's bare cock fucking me and pumping his load deep inside me is a much more pleasurable feeling. He's a heavy cummer so there's plenty of internal lube for my wife or his to follow up by pegging me, several times both wives have pegged me after Tom dumped inside me...I love it...totally love being fucked over and over again.

 

My wife often refers to my as as either my "man pussy", or my "SISSY pussy" whenever we engage in my feminine SISSY side.

With men I'm naturally submissive and a total bottom. Though it hasn't happened YET, my ultimate fantasy is to be totally sexually dominated by sexy TOP guy with a really nice cock.

Like I said, I have an undeniable "feminine SISSY" side... And if I could find just one sexually dominant TOP guy (gay or bi doesn't matter to me) that would not only accept, but actually embrace my "feminine SISSY" side, I'm more than willing to be his totally submissive "cum dump", and he could pretty much do whatever he wanted with/to me.
In my dreams/fantasies (and for the RIGHT guy), I can definitely imagine myself being collared, leashed and kept in a cock cage, with both my wife and my Dom TOP each holding a key to my cock cage.